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Don't play song yet

-after school-

"Hey gab"
I said as we walked down the side walk

"Yea"

"Do you think he actually likes me"
I said as the cold air hit my face, relaxing me

"Well I mean no because i mean he counted you as one of the girls he fucked you know..or he didn't wanna seem like a simp to his friends..or his friends told him something that made him to do it you know but I don't know y/n I don't know to be honest he doesn't deserve you and I think he doesn't actually like you"
She paused

"This is my stop be safe babe and don't answer his texts, calls or FaceTimes"
I side hugged her then she walked away

I walked for a bit before there was a bit of traffic so I stoped

I put my head phones in playing 'sweater weather by the neighborhood'

(Play song)

I whispered the lyrics as I started walking the rest of the way home

Before I feel someone take my left headphone out

I turned around to see him
"Y/n..."

I grabbed the headphone and continued walking, but faster

"Y/n.."
He said louder

"Leave me alone mattia"
Tears filled my eyes

"Y/n please let me talk now I know"
He said walking beside me

"No po- mattia leave me alone"

"Y/n pl-ease"
His voice began to break

I turned around
"What mattia que quieres"

He looked down at me
"Let me talk to you..but somewhere private"

I rolled my eyes
"Right here Mattia right now I don't have time for your bs"

"Please y/n"
He stepped closer

"One..two"

"Okay okay okay fine"
He paused

"I know you heard that call and I found that out today but please give me another chance I won't do it again"

The look on his face, the tears falling down his cheeks, and my uncontrollable love told me to give him another chance but my heart told me to push him away

"Please y/n"
His hands laid on my checks

My phone ringed i looked at it

It was Gaby 'babe don't let him get to your head he doesn't love you, if he did he would fight for you but do what your heart tell you babe I love you'

I looked up and saw that he read it to

"Mattia..my heart tells me to push you away now please leave me alone"

I grabbed his hands pushing them away and I walked away wiping my eyes

"I'm gonna fight for this y/n"
I looked back and he was walking away
——
"Gabby I..I can't"
I cried thought the phone

"Y/n/n listen to me he did what he did you don't know if he meant what he said y/n both of y'all read my text and he said he would fight for you but we don't know if he meant it now let god take this in his hands babe everything happens for a reason remember that..don't cry for him babe you deserve better"

"I know gab I know"
I heard a knock on my door

"Y/n la comida es listo"

"Si mama I'll be right there"

"I gotta go gab I love you"

"Love you to bitch and remember what I said and you better fucking eat that food..byeee"

"Bye"
I hung up, and walked out of
my room

"Estas bien"
My mom asked

"Si mama por que"
She shakes her head, looking away.
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