Love Has Some Rough Patches

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The next day

Jess's POV

Conor was discharged from hospital at early hours of the morning. I was laying on the sofa cuddled up to my duvet still in my clothes. I have had hardly any sleep because I have spent the night being sick. I am totally not ready for this baby. After i told Conor i am pregnant last night he didn't talk to me that much. I know that this is hard for him, but how does he think i feel? Well he wouldn't have no idea.. because he is a typical boy. I was brought back out of my thoughts when i heard a crash from upstairs. I lifted myself off the sofa and hurried up stairs as quick as i could to our room. I burst into Conor's room and saw Conor just laying down looking up at the ceiling. "What happened?" I asked curiously. "Nothing, the alarm clock just fell off the table." "Oh" I said worrying for nothing. "Conor we need to talk" I told him sitting down at the end of the bed. "We are talking" Conor said bluntly. What's going on? "Don't act stupid" I said back sharply. Conor shrugged sitting up. "What is there to talk about?" Conor asked. "How about the fact that i'm having YOUR child, and you couldn't give a fuck" I spat in anger. "I was hoping you wouldn't bring this up" Conor shot back. I glared at him "WHAT THE FUCK CONOR WHY ARE YOU ACTING LIKE THIS?" I shouted at him. "I'M TOO YOUNG TOO EVEN THINK OF HAVING A BABY" He shouted back. "SO WHAT YOU DON'T WANT IT?" I screamed back. "I can't be dealing with this right now I am too young and i don't want my life to be messed up" Conor replied. "So me, and YOUR baby are going to mess up your life, fine if your going to be that then don't come near me or MY baby" I shouted back running out bursting into tears. "I thought you was different Conor not like them other stuck up celebrities.. i guess i was wrong" I whispered. "Jess!" Conor said down to me as i ran down the stairs. I couldn't even bring myself to answer. I grabbed my coat and slipped on some shoes and walked out the door.

I was walking round, tears streaming down my face. I got a few stares from people passing me down the street but i really couldn't care right now. No one could stop me from feeling this angry. I have never seen this side to Conor before. He is forgetting that it is his fault that i am pregnant. I can't believe he told me i have messed up his life. This is our first argument. We can't be close to breaking up.. can we? After an hour of walking around i decided i need to get a break from all of this. I called up Amy and asked her if i could stay with her for a couple of days. "Yeah sure Jess come round now" Amy said with concern in her voice. "Okay thank you so much!" I told her and hung up. I went back to Conor's house to get some clothes. The house was silent. "HELLO" I shouted waiting for a reply. No one answered. I raced up stairs and opened Conor's bedroom door. No one was in. I packed some clothes and walked to Amys house as quick as i could so no one could stop me.

I walked up the stairs to her door and rang on the bell. Amy opened the door and i walked up the her and hugged her bursting into tears. "What's up!" Amy asked wiping my tears. "Lets go in" I said walking into the living room. I told her everything about the incident at the flat, finding out I'm pregnant, and the argument between me and Conor this morning. "Aww Jess, you know what boys are like, he will be telling you he has made a mistake and he loves you soon. I can't believe he has said all this though, I never would have thought he could just turn like that" Amy said pulling me in for a hug. "I know we have had such a perfect relationship so far and everything has changed within 2 days" I told her wiping my eyes sniffing. It got late at night and me and Amy finished gossiping, watching films and talking about relationships. I decided to have an early night. As i was about to fall asleep a bang on the window made me jump catching my full attention. I opened the curtains to see Conor staring up at me. I opened up the window. "How did you know i was here?" I asked him shouting down. "Come down here please" Conor asked calmly. I walked down in just a baggy t-shit. I opened the front door to see Conor smile at me. "Look Jess, I'm so sorry for the way i acted. I have thought everything through. I love you, more than anyone else in the world you'are beautiful, i never want to loose you and I know we can get through this. I want you, and OUR baby." He said. Tears rolled down his cheek which made me cry. I pulled him in and wrapped my arms around him and held onto him he pulled me up so i sat on his waist. He pressed my back against the wall and i rested my arms around his neck and he passionately kissed me. He then put me down running his hands through my hair. He looked at me smiling. "We are going to get through this Jess" He told me. "I know we are" I smiled kissing him. "I love you Jess" He told me.

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