Todoroki's POV
It was the morning and the birds chirped, kids playing outside, the wind is blowing harder, and there's me just sleeping on the bed. I woke up by the noise from my phone, it was a text message saying 'There's an emergency at the studio, you must come quickly!' once I read it, I got out of bed and changed into some clothes for now. I got changed and went off to my studio, "gosh! What kind of emergency is this?" I said being like the flash,
A few minutes, I arrived at the studio and went inside quickly, "WHAT HAPPENED?" I said yelling out of nowhere. People were looking at me, "Oh! Oi! Todoroki!" A man shouted at me across the hall, "Hai?-yes?" The man who yelled at me was my manager. My manager walked towards me and wrap his arms around my shoulders, "we found a celebrity that can act with you in your next hit movie!" We walked to my office and sat down "oh ok, who is this 'celebrity?'" I picked up a pot of tea and poured it into his cup. "Kimura Motoka, "
I placed my cup on the table and looked at Fudotaki (my manager) "ah! I heard about him, he seems to be in a lot of shows and movies that I could think of. " Fudotaki lean back to his chair while doing the Naruto position, (IM SORRY! BUT I FORGOT THR NAME OF THE POSITION AND I DIDN'T KNOW HIW TO EXPLAIN IT!!) "Mhm! And I got a call from his manager about Kimura coming down to Tokyo, I've been inspired by him ever since I was little."
"Yeah, but when can the movie allow me to use my quirk?! I mean, you know where we live! There's a lot of villains out there and instead of me not helping the other leagues, I'm stuck here doing acting BECAUSE MY STUPID SELF THINK ITS BETTER FOR ME!" I raised my voice and didn't realize it until now. I covered my mouth with my hand and said "Gomen..."
Fudotaki rubbed the bridge of his nose,
"look Todoroki, I know it's hard for you to be here while other people do hero stuff. But, I guess that's how the world is! One day you wanted to do this or be this! And then the next day you regret everything that you said. But remember what your mom said 'Modotte saisho o henkō suru koto wa dekimasenga, Agenzia no basho kara kaishi shite Saigo o henkō suru koto wa dekimasu.' "
Translate: you can't go back and change the beginning, but you can start where you are and change the ending.
I started to tear up at the fact that he mentions my MOTHERS words, I missed her so much but I don't think she misses me. I think that because she gave me away to my manager, so technically my manager Fudotaki, is my 'father'
"I hate you..." I said in a low and mad tone "eh?" Fudotaki said in confusion. I stood up from my seat and said "I HATE THAT YOU ALWAYS MENTIONED MY MOTHERS WORDS! I HATE THAT SHE GAVE ME AWAY, I ALSO HATE THAT I HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF MYSELF EVEN THO I WAS ONLY FUCKING 5!" I started to tear up even more, I expressed my feelings and how I feel about all this. "Shoto!" As I was about to walk away from him, Fudotaki grabbed my arm and made me faced him, "I'm sorry ok! I don't know how to take care of things, I knew I was doing something wrong before your mother hands me you!" Fudotaki said,
I looked at his watery eyes and loosened up, I looked down and my hair covered my eyes. All you can see is the shadows of my eyes,
"you only had me because you left her no choice? You had me because she told you about the people coming for me...Didn't she?" I left Fudotaki speechless. "Mm..." we were both silent until someone barged into my office and broke the silence, "Ah! Gomen! Fudotaki, Kimura is here to see you!" Fudotaki nodded to the women and got up from his seat. As he was about to walk out, he turned to me and said
"I will do my best, ok?" I nodded and he left. I sat down on my chair in relief that the conversation was over, it was kinda weird but what I said was true. "I'm so tired..."
Sorry about this being short, I just didn't have any ideas in mind! Anyways! I will try to update as much as I can! Love you all and stay safe! 💕
