Suicide Season

Chapter One

- Nikki P.O.V. -

5th January 2020

Hello. You have no idea who I am, and I have no idea who you are. Just so you get an Idea of me, I am quite short, by that I mean 5ft4. I have long-ish, deep brown hair, pale skin and big grey eyes with a glowing blue outline. Jesus Christ, I forgot to even tell you my name, my name is Nikki Lakewood. So yeah, I'm eightteen-years-old, I live in South Carolina, and I go to a Abbeville High School. It's my brithday tomorr- well today because it's 4A.M. 

- 6 A.M. -

I'm so fucking tired, I only had two hours of sleep and it's my birthday today. ugh. I put on a black plain tee, grey, acid-wash jeans, a white sweater over the tee and a pair of black platform converses. 

I then make my way downstairs to see my two brother; Scar and Keanu. Standing in the kitchen lighting up candles on a cake. I smile slightly to myself and enter the kitchen, Nat is there too. 

"Birthday girl has arrived," Scar said, consentrating on the candles.

"Hello," I look at Nat, "Happy birthday, 'brotha" I laughed with all of them.

"Happy Birthday to you too, Nik" Nat replied.

"WHO'S HUNGRY?" Keanu interupted.

"Not me." I said and walked out of the kitchen into the living room, where there was three presents wrapped in black wrapping paper and three presents wrapped in white wrapping paper. The black ones are obviously for me as that is y favourite color and the white ones for Nat as white is his favourite color.

The three of my brothers sighed and Nat followed me, he doesn't eat too so. We sat down on the floor where the presents where and waited for Scar and Keanu to come over to us. When they came they sat down besides us. Nat opened his presents first, from me he got a new sketchbook, from Scar he got new coloring pencils; Prismacolor and from Keanu he got watercolors.

Then it was my turn, I opened the present from Nat first, he got me a little white notebook, which I really liked. Then I opened the one from Scar, a collection of really expensive pens that I've always wanted and then Keanu got me a new typewriter. 

We talked for a while after, then we got a phone call. Well, Keanu did. He stood up and walked into the kitchen. His face was in a frown and his voice was when talking was miserable.

"What do you mean?" Keanu asked through the phone, "what do you mean she's dead?" He added. I didn't hear what the person on the phone said though, Keanu stormed out through the back door into the garden. 

My eyes were wide open.

"I'll talk to him," Scar stared at the door then stood up and walked out to the garden.

"What happened?" I asked Nat

"Someone must've died," He replied sighing at the end.

"But who?" I stood up and walked up to the kitchen window and watched Scar and Keanu.

- Keanu P.O.V. -

Scar wrapped his arms around me really tightly, "What happened?" 

"S-he Sh-e comitted suicide"

"Who?"

"Skylar" I bursted out in tears.

"She still loves you, y'know"

"But she's dead!" I pulled away and sat down on the floor hugging my knees as Scar sighed.

"She wouldn't want you to cry over her, Keanu." I didn't say anything, just sat there, staring at the grass. "Please wpe your tears, I know you're in pain but it's Nikki and Nat's birthday today, we'll talk about this later." Scar added.

I nodded at him and wiped my face then stood up and walked back inside with Scar. As soon as we entered the house Nikki wrapped her arms around me. Scar went off to Nat in the livingroom, I just stood there with Nikki.

- 8A.M. -

- Nikki P.O.V. -

So, Keanu's bestfriend apparently comitted suicide two weeks ago but no one had the guts to tell him why she wasn't talking to him until today. Bastards. He's so upset. I mean- I would be upset like him if I knew that my bestfriend who was such an amazing person comitted suicide. Unfortunely, I don't have a bestfriend- wait, yes I do. I'm going to see him at school today. Shit. School. Right bye.

I shut my notebook and ran downstairs with my backpack on one shoulder. It was only Nat and I who still go to school. Nat was stood by the front door waiting for me, 

"Come on" He said and opened the door. I walked out and glared at the school bus.

"I hate the bus." I sighed.

"I know you do, but hey apparently I'm 'popular' so if you sit with me for once people might not pick on you."

"Okay. I'll sit with you."

We entered the bus and sat where Nat usually sits with his friends - at the back. I sat right next to a window and Nat sat next to me. My heart was beating faster than usual, mainly because I was sitting in the area where the people who have bullied me since kindergarten sat.

a/n

I had to re-write this chapter because I was attempting the write the second chapter and well, from the first chapter nothing would make sense as I wanted it to be. So I changed it. It's a completely different story now. So yeah xD

Person in the picture is Nikki because why not xD

Hope you enjoyed c:

Stay Strong <3 

-Nikki