adhd thoughts

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(the picture is from the book-scary stories more tales to chill your bones- it doesn't look exactly like her but it's close)
so i've had this recurring dream or nightmare but i'm also not sure if it's either but about 3 months ago i have this creature keep showing up in my dreams she was a ghostly white and looked like a tim burton character, her eyes are always blood shot and wide open, she has long black stringy hair' she's very small like slip to the point we're you can see her skeletal structure under her skin, she usually is wearing a long white dress that is always super clean which is weird because she looks like she has been dragged around in a muddy lake and she has these bruises all over her body.
this normally wouldn't scare me but when she's around i never feel safe and it's almost like i can't breath and the dreams felt so real. and it's got to the point were i couldn't sleep because it felt like some malicious spirit was watching over me and planning to harm me and the way the dreams would start is her standing in my closet staring at me and would end with me turning over and her laying there next to me in my bed just staring at me breathing heavily with these big blood shot eyes.
now these stopped around 3 months ago and i was grateful i could finally sleep but she back and oh you best know i'm not fucking sleeping at the moment well i mean i do sleep but it's not like i used to it's a struggle and i usually have to put on a quackity, tommy, or tubbo cod in order to sleep cause it makes me feel safer hearing another persons voice because it makes me feel more protein guess