Broken (Shuhua)

part 25

Shuhua pov
I can't believe the members did this to me why they know how much I hate hospital whyyy
Tat cus ur a mentally disorder kid isnt tat obvs
No I not stop it
No point denying the truth can't u see the members are just trying get rid of u
Becus without u their life would be better no burden no staying up late and they will have their freedom to do things they like
Stop it stop I scream as loudly as possible trying to block the voice however it just doesn't stop .
Soojin soojin pls help me but since she wasn't around I was helpless just as I about to give up the nurse came running in most likely due to my scream they then inject the same meds earlier on the calm me down. After ensuring  I have calm down the doctor began questioning me but I ignore him completely repeatedly just calling soojin name wanting her to hold me in her embrace whispering in my ears word tat would make me feel btr. The doctor could only sigh leaving the room knowing tat I would not say anything as I was left in the room alone I broke down in tears
I just wanna die and escape the reality let me die I'm tired let me die im tired let me die im tired was all I keep repeating

Soyeon
When the doctor asks me to speak privately with him I had a really bad feeling
Hey I had just run some test on shuhua her state is really bad right now she shutting herself from the world Im afraid tat it gonna be a hard recovery route from here but dun worry we will do our best
Thank you was all I could say why was everything happening to shuhua everything has deeply impacted the group even me but I have to stay Strong for the groups.the members no longer smile as much and out of them I most worry for soojin she refuse to eat sleep all she could think about was shuhua haiss .....
As I was in deep thought, I receive a call as the person on the phone told me what happen I feel like as if someone just stab me in the heart I quickly rush to tell the members what I heard and rush out of the dorm with soojin.

Soojin pov
The moment we reach the hospital I run as fast as possible I slam open the door only to see shuhua crying uncontrollably hugging her knees
Hey I'm here what wrong pls stop crying I say almost on verge of crying myself
The second those words left my mouth unexpectedly shuhua immediately duck into my embrace . Though surprise as shuhua rarely initiate skin contact first nowaday I just held her tighter hearing her cry I felt like extremely useless why couldnt I be the one in pain why must be shuhua I thought