Every Sunday morning was the same. Finn would wake up beside Zayn,feeling like a goddess wrapped in white silk,the sheets of Zayn's bed. For minutes she would just watch the hazel eyed boy sleep peacefully. She'd trace the patterns of his tattoos and count his breaths.
He'sbeautiful,shethought. A bittersweet smile graced her thin lips.
Why couldn't she just love Zayn?
Finn shook her thoughts away and looked at the door. As if on cue,a flawlessly imperfect Lolita pushed the door open.
Her heels were in her hands and black mascara ran down her Bambi eyes.
Zayn rustled awake and stared wide eyed at Lolita,grasping the sheets tighter. Finn tenses beside him. This has happened before but each time was worse.
Lolita fell to her knees,the skirt from last night swaying down with her,her hands palming her face. Finn and Zayn hadn't moved a muscle. The two sadly watched as Lolita's body shook with tears and inhuman noises ring from her throat. She muttered things about not being beautiful and hating herself.
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Finn stared at her stoically.
"Are we just going to sit here and watch her cry?" Zayn asked. He looked at Lolita longingly then back at Finn.
Finn could see how much Zayn wished to comfort Lolita. If there was one thing Zayn was,it's compassionate.
"No."Finn shrugs. "That's her problem."
Zayn almost objected against Finn's decision but he didn't.
Despite how much Zayn might deny it,he was fully under Finn's control. If the tiny girl said no,that meant no. He knew never to do anything with her "friends" without consulting with her first. He couldn't comfort Lolita even if he wanted too,at least not in front if Finn.
Lolita continued to cry. She was no longer crying about the results of her one night stand. Lolita was now crying at Finn's display of heartlessness.
Finn sighed and swung her legs out of bed. She stood in Zayn's boxers from the night before and her shirt only lacking a bra.
Through the crack of Lolita's hands she saw the girls red eyes.
"I'm going to raid your kitchen." Finn said. She looked at Lolita before stepping over her to get out the door.
"You're pathetic." Finn spat.
Lolita flinched as the door slammed behind Finn. The red head's eyes swelled and she was about to bust out into another fit of tears again.
"She didn't mean that." Zayn interjected.
Lolita looked up at Zayn,his hazel eyes were warm and comforting.
Lolita wanted to yell and scream and tell him he was wrong,but before she could Zayn stood up and walked over to her.
Lolita looked at him with confused eyes.
Zayn muttered incoherent words and squatted down in front of her. His hazel eyes leveled with her green ones.
"She didn't mean that." He repeated more clearly.
Lolita felt a feeling in the pit of her stomach. Zayn's hand caressed her back for several minutes,but soon he was hugging her body against his. All his warmth radiating against her. The most broken smile graced Lolita's lips.
What was this feeling,she thought.
Tears no longer escaped her eyes,because feeling Zayn's heart against hers made everything go away. The one night stand,Finn,all the flaws of her past.
Zayn knew that all Lolita need was a shoulder to cry on,even if she didn't realize it.
The only words Lolita could choke out was,"Why are you helping me."
Zayn sighed and answered with a sweet voice,"No one should have to deal with all that pain alone."
Lolita whispered thank you and placed her lips against his. His lips were about as smooth as his words. Lolita and Zayn both knew that they were making a mistake.
Zayn was Finn's,he was a piece of meat that had been claimed since the girls met and Lolita was Seemingly Dylan's.
Yet,what Lolita needed Dylan couldn't give her because Dylan was about as cold and heartless as Finn and what Zayn needed Finn couldn't give him. Zayn needed a secure relationship and Finn definitely couldn't give him that. Finn was too wild,Finn was too free. Finn was too damaged.
In that moment Lolita and Zayn started something. Something that would ruin friendships and shatter hearts that no one knew existed.
(Authors Note)
So Zayn and Lolita are kind of a thing now. What do you think of their sorta relationship.
How do you feel about Zayn and Finn's fuck buddyish relationship?
