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A/N- there's kinda alot of chapters but the word counts for them r pretty short tbh most the time so</3 dont be put of by the amount of parts :)
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@parkkkimmminnn i cant even begin to ex...
The hospital started to darken as all the lights turned off for the night. Jimin was still unconscious on the bed, you and Jungkook sat at either side of it too.
He had sat waiting for the past two hours, he refused to look at anything else, even to you as he spoke, waiting for his hyung to wake up.
He didn't want to miss it. He couldn't risk it.
"Jungkook... Go to sleep... You're eyes look bloodshot..."
He mumbled the same response he has been all this time, "I can't... Hyung might wake up."
"You're sleepy, Kookie... I can see it..."
The lack of sleep was obviously getting to him, his emotions easily taking over.
His sniffles had been going on for so long at this point you didn't even notice them. Though right now, the boy started to rub his eyes too.
You weren't sure if he was doing it because he was tired, or if he was trying not to cry, but he kept the palm of his hands pressed against his eyes, sighing.
"I live with him... I see him every day, every morning, every night, everywhere... But I never even noticed, I couldn't even help him..."
You were unsure of what to say, when you finally opened your mouth to speak, he continued.
"I-It was to the point he tried to k-kill himself... He wanted to die... I w-wasn't good enough for him... How could I be...?" The tears fell from his eyes again, rolling down his cheeks, as much as he tried to wipe them away with his hands, it seemed as if the faster he wiped them away the faster they fell.
Your eyes started to tear up too but you refused to break, you stood up and took your chair over to his side. "It's not your fault, Jungkook... You didn't know."
"Exactly! How- How can I call myself a good brother if I can't even tell when the person I live with, have known for most of my life, wants to kill himself?! Is depressed?! Or that he hasn't even had a proper meal in weeks?!"
Silence filled the room, you hugged the boy tight to your chest, stroking his hair. Something inside you was keeping you from squeezing him too hard, his heart was fragile, and in the state he was in, despite all his muscles, he almost felt fragile to touch too.
"(Y/N)... I can't even call myself a good friend anymore..."
With that, the boy sobbed into you, letting it all out again.
As a person who had never been good at comforting people, all you could do in that moment was to just hold him.
Jungkook was so deprived from love in that moment, that the motion of simply wrapping your arms around him made him feel warmth too.
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The boy had fell asleep in your arms comfortably, though he was taller, stronger, quite obviously bigger in every way, he felt so small. He acted so small.
All you wanted to do was protect him.
But then again, that's what you had wanted for Jimin too and that... Quite self explanatorily, did not end well...
The brown haired boy was in a position that - luckily - had your hands free so you were able to go on your phone.
You have two new messages : UNKNOWN has messaged you!
UNKNOWN hI its xiymib xiiumjn :)
YOU miniii go to sleepp
UNKNOWN howd juminb jimih
YOU he'll be perfectly fine, it's time for you to go to sleep though
UNKOWN voice message (00:36s)
You smiled to yourself, he was clearly still drunk. It was endearing he still cared when you weren't there with him, that he didn't forget you the second you left.
The voice message played quietly, you made sure it wasn't loud enough to awaken the sleeping boy in your arms.
I h-heard Jimin is sick... Is he okay... Is it b-because I tried to k-kiss you...
You giggled slightly at how cute he sounded, eyes crinkling in a smile as you listened.
I'm s-sorry... But... I still w-wanna kiss your lips... They seem...
You heard him smack his lips lightly together in the audio.
Tasty...
Even over a voice recording he managed to make you blush, you mumbled to yourself as you typed a message back.
YOU call me
The sound of your ringtone following that message was almost instant, you answered and waiting with wide eyes as you waited for him to notice the videl call was on.
"Mini~ Look at the phone!"
He did so and gasped, giggling cutely, "Hellooo..." He kissed the phone softly then pulled back, gasping again, "Who's tHAT?"
You furrowed your eyebrows before realising, "Oh, it's Jungkook... The baby fell asleep on me."
"Baby? I'm a baby... I'm yOUR baby..."
"You are~?"
"I aM! You said so!"
You smiled softly, "So cute... But you should really go to sleep, Mini. It's so late!"
"But I'm talking to youuu~ Why dream about you when I have the real you hereee~" His phone was close to his face, it covered the whole screen, his cute smile filling it all up.
The screenshot you took was a must, you couldn't let that opportunity past!
"If you sleep I'll kiss you tomorrow," You hummed, watching the boy contemplate his choices.
"And if I don't?"
"Then... Then I'll be sad..." You pouted dramatically, puppy eyes on full show.
"Okay okay! I'll sleep f-for you!" He panicked slightly but got comfortable in his bed, picking up the phone again and kissing it, "Don't be sad... It makes me sad..."
The words seemed simple but it sparked something inside you. It was the simplicity itself in those words that let the emotions come through so easily, hitting you so roughly too.
You closed your eyes as you blinked back tears.
"I won't... Don't worry... Goodnight, Mini~"
"Goodnight, Kitten!"
The call then ended and you put the phone down beside you, sighing to yourself as you looked to the time.
1am.
But just as you closed your eyes, you heard a whimper and a shuffle of bedsheets infront of you.
"(Y/N)..."
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