When We Lost Each Other | TaeGyu Fanfiction

>SUMMER ONE<

~SUMMER ONE~

+The First Time About You+

My Gyu,

I don't know if I am doing the right thing, but I will continue this confession diary and I will apply all the things that you had taught me when we were together. I'm not going to mention your username here, I am just going to let your readers to read this.

You were wrong when you said that I wouldn't be able to read your last master piece, everyday and night I would always wait for your updates. Every words you wrote were true, everytime I turned the pages, it made me laugh and cry.

I know that you were always there for me and I am grateful, I will always be thankful that I met someone like you. Someone who always understand me, someone who could handle my attitude, and someone that loved me more than himself.

I am sorry for not giving you the love you deserved. I am sorry for being a coward up until now, but I know that my apologies are not enough. Someone told me that I always apologize even I did nothing bad, but I know I hurt you because I always did nothing, literally nothing.

You know why I fell inlove with you right? You were writing this story wherein even the society can't stop the love between a prince and a commoner woman. I really loved that fanfiction, but I told myself that it won't happen in real life. I commented on the last chapter of that story because it ended tragically. I was very mad at you because that was the first ever book I've ever read but you ended it in a tragic way!

But I was surprised when you didn't get mad at me. I could still remember how humble you were.

"Hi Pumpkin Kang, I would like to thank you for reading this story. I am just an underrated writer, and there are milion of stories out there but you chose to read this one^^ It is an honored for my story to be your first.I am sorry if I had to end it tragically. I just wanna show you that fiction was not full of fantasy. It is not a fairytale."

That was your reply to my message. Some haters said that you were just pretending to be nice and humble to gain more readers and followers, but I know you're not. I could feel how sincered you were. I may be new to reading world but I know how to read people.

I miss you too, to be honest I am crying while writing this part because the memories are still inside me, and I know that I wouldn't be able to turn back the time. I also miss you, I miss those cuddles and kisses from you. I miss smirking when people saying that we looked great together. I miss sneaking out like Juliet to see my Romeo which is you. I miss lying to my manager that I would visit my family but the truth is, I just wanna hang out with you.

This is Pumpkin Kang your real life Romeo and will always be your prince, feeling grateful to had you, feeling happy because you didn't only love me, you also respected me for who I am, you respected my family and friend, especially my decisions. You still loved me even though I broke your heart, even though I broke your trust for me and for yourself. Sorry for ruining you. It was not your fault, it was my fault. Don't apologized because you did nothing bad.

I was the one who hurt you, and I'm so selfish because I still want you. I don't want you to stay but I also don't want to let you go.

PLAGIARISM IS A CRIME
@zaydeemon