When We Lost Each Other | TaeGyu Fanfiction

>SUMMER TWO<

~SUMMER TWO~

+Regrets+

My Gyu,

This diary is my reply for every chapters you made. Yes, I could still remember how we first met but please stop asking and saying that you were forcing me to remember everything, because even you don't asked me, I will always remember those times we shared together. I am sorry that you had to suffer from too much pain because of me. For your information, I am still holding onto my promises too, I am keeping those promises and granting it secretly in a gradual way.

I am still holding onto those memories and I badly wanna be your  key again. A key to open that cage of yours, a key to that room that was suffocating you, but I know that I shouldn't be the key. I know that I can't be the key because I was the reason why you were locked up and the reason why you were thinking how to escape. I know how tired you are, I am too. I was so selfish because I think I am the hindrance for you to move forward.

No matter how far you ran away from our memories, I feel like I was trying my best to chase you. Everytime you tried to hide, I was trying to find you. Like if every stories have their villains, that would be me.

I already know who you were and those one hundred forty- nine fans of mine that day, knows how legendary you were. You were my first fanboy, and I was so grateful because how did my favorite writer ended up being my first fanboy? Like am I God's favorite? You really know how pure and sincere I was. You really know me, but I'm sorry that we had to end up as strangers with memories.

If you fell inlove with my words, if you fell inlove with the way I talked, I fell inlove with your words too. I fell inlove with your mind. Someone once said, that you will know the way the person think, through what kind of stories they are reading or writing, and for me that was very accurate. Because a writer was once a reader and once a character, so I know how you think.

When I sent you a message, I was so nervous because you might think that I am weird and will report my account, but since you already recognized my username, you agreed, that's what I thought your reason to say yes to me. When we met each other you thought that it was the second time but it's not. It was the third time. First, at the computer cafe. Second, at the fansigning event, and last was when the day I asked you to date me.

I know how much it surprised you that your idol is your fan, you surprised me too, you know? My heart was pounding rapidly when I asked you to be my date. I mean, when I asked you to date me. Your reaction was priceless, you spilled the water on my face, you were so frustrated back then and kept on apologizing so I laughed so hard and said that it was okay.

And as for your question, I never regret dating you, I never regret loving you. I never regret doing everything with you I only regret leaving and hurting you. I still love you my gyu.

PLAGIARISM IS A CRIME
@zaydeemon