bad boy's a bottom - vkook

8. You were there

jungkooks pov

When I got home that evening, I could already smell the scent of alcohol in my entire house. The lights were dim and I could here some people chatting in the other room. There was music playing and I was sure my dad had some friends over.

Now here's the thing, my father liked to play the 'strict' parent when he felt like it, acting like he cared about where I was and commenting on my grades. But there was also the non-caring side of him. The alcoholic, drunk asshole. He would beat me up much worse than the 'strict sober' side of him. I was scared to death of him. That side of him knew no fears and feared no consequences. He legitimately treated me like shit.

Now there I was, trying to walk up the stares quietly but of course my father saw me. He told me to come join them in the living room, trying to make me drink alcohol. Because he had fun making me do things, that I didn't want to.
"Dad, I don't want to drink, please just let me go to my room, I have a lot of homework", I said practically begging.
He totally flipped out, telling me I was no son of his and that I was weak and a disappointment. He started throwing punches at me, making me cry out in pain. "Dad, please stop, I'll do anything."
But my dad enjoyed torturing me.

I started whimpering, my body was aching in pain, there was blood streaming out of my nose and down my face. I forced myself out of his grip and ran towards the door. I didn't have a jacket or shoes, since I had taken them off after entering my house. I could here my dad yell after me, but I didn't listen. My feet carried me as fast as they could, at this point, tears were streaming down my face. After about 5 minutes of just running, I stopped, I was out of breath and my feet were hurting. I didn't know what to do or where to go. It was already dark outside. I couldn't go to Jimin, because he lived about 10km away. The only person I could think of, who lived in this area was Taehyung.
Taehyung had seen me at my most vulnerable, I felt like he knew me better than all the others already. I mean, he saw my naked and gave me a blowjob. I hate thinking about this experience, I'm literally so ashamed of myself.
I decided to walk to Taehyung's apartment. I didn't really want to see him, especially because he keeps making inappropriate comments to me but I trust him for some reason.
It took me quite a long time but when I was finally standing in front of his door, I broke down. My eyes filled with tears and I started to whimper loudly. After trying to calm my breathing, I rang the doorbell. Taehyung opened the door, he was wearing a loose shirt and he looked amazingly handsome. "Omg Jungkook, what's wrong? Your face is totally beat" he said worriedly.
I didn't answer and just looked at the floor, so he pulled me in, dragging me to the bathroom, so that he could take care of my wounds. While he was cleaning my wounds, we didn't talk and he didn't ask any questions. I saw myself in the mirror, it was obvious, that I had cried, because my eyes were read and teary, but thankfully he didn't bring it up.

"Okay, all done", Taehyung said patting my back. I would usually move away from his touch, but I needed someone to care for me at this moment, i needed him to be here for me, so I just stared at the ground. I couldn't help it, so my eyes filled up with tears again... I started sobbing and leaned forwards, hugging Taehyung's waist, burying my face. "Jungkook, you're okay, you can cry baby" Taehyung whispered, hugging me back and patting my back.
"Wha- What happened", Taehyung asked carefully, sounding a bit hesitant. "My father", I yelped, but I didn't have the strength to tell him more.

"It's ok baby, you don't have to tell me right now", Taehyung said caressing my back.
"Why do y-you keep calling me baby?" I asked sniffing.
"Ggukie, you're so submissive, it's obvious that you like being called that"
"I- I really don't", I mumbled. damn that nickname 'Ggukie' was cute as hell.
"Ok, then I'll stop", Taehyung answered.
I lifted my head and looked at him with big puppy dog eyes and a small pout.
"Aww, baby I knew you loved it", he whispered pressing a kiss onto my cheek.
I blushed madly at that gesture, so I quickly buried my face again. Taehyung chuckled and ruffled my hair. He picked me up and carried me to his room.