I was home sad I lost a 5th friend she took her life I don't know what but everyone I know just dies on my I fill like it's bc I'm. Not a good friend so I got up and ran to the bathroom got the razor and cut 15 deep cuts I was crying I couldn't see but I put the razor away and cleaned up I felt better but also worse I fill like my life is going to be a hole of people falling down down down in it and when there at the bottom they well die it's hard to think people are so sad and depressed they they take there lives but know that if you fill like that it's not worth it bc I leant that 1 month ago bc it was the day before my birthday I was bullied really bad and had it I went home and took all the pills I had in my meds for my ADHD when I took them all I went black and fell to the ground all I remember was seeing the lights I then woke up on a bed in the hospital with my mum crying her heart out I new that what I did was bad and I fucked up I told her it's okey she cried more and side I'm sorry I side no I'm sorry I'm really fucking sorry and you know after that I felt better but just know that even if you fill like taking your life talk talk to someone plz we love you so so so much and you may not fill like we do but we fucking do okey you are strong you go out there and show them you are ducking amazing and that you are a brave laddie/man okey so plz be happy and live your life don't end it ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️✨✨🔑✨🔑🔑
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The day I tried
Short StoryI know someone else out there has gone through what I have but this story is about my life and how I took my life but was saved if you self harm plz be careful bc this story will have it
