Meeting him

Before meeting him

"Okay bye cumwhore" that was the last text that I got from Tanner. Well shit that lasted a while. We started talking in October and stopped talking in November if I am being honest that is one of the longer periods of time that I have talked to a boy.

I decided to collect myself and not jump right back into the game. After all I was always being clingy telling him to call me and just snap me back. I should have known that this is coming because I would be left on delivered for hours sometimes days on end.

Me being me I always said "he still likes me" "I'm just being too much" but then when he would message me and I wouldn't instantly reply he would get mad. I decided that for the last week of our "relationship" I would do to him what he did to me.

And let's just say that this made him extremely angry. He would constantly say that I "didn't make time for him" and that I was "ungrateful" I wish that I didn't forgive him and tell him what I was doing because we might still be together.

I have moved on from Tanner but think about it. 6' 4", really sexy skin, deep voice, wanted me for me. I really shouldn't have liked him but there was always something about him that was emotional the few times that we were together it was fun I felt a connection every time we touched, I felt that feeling of love that I never got from anyone else but that was only in person.

On text and Snapchat he was just a dick and not in a good way (his actual dick was not impressive either tho tbh) but he like I said would leave me on delivered for hours and even days, he would constantly tell me to change my clothes when I did snap him because "you don't look good in that" and that really broke me especially when I would work on my outfit for hours and think "I look sexy as fuck right now" but no I was being to revealing to other guys.

Like what does he think that I'm a whore? Dude your my person once I find my person you are the only one that I talk to. your the only one I smile at. And your the only one that I think about. But anyways enough about Tanner and more about him.