Merediths pov
I wake up by my alarm and got up to see a note on the fridge
Home late tonight, you will fix your own food but no crap food!!
She always said "no crap food Mer, you will get fat"...blablabla I hated when she said that!I put on a blue hoodie with a pair of black jeans and put my hair in a bun. I get a text from Cristina
Meet you up in 5
I texted back
Okay
I grabed my keys and went out to meet up with Cristina, on my way i see Derek...Amelias brother, that hot..sexy guy
"Hey" he said while smiling to me
"Um-hey Derek" i said and smiled back
We walked away, Derek the other way...
"And who was that!" I hear Cristina whispered to me
"Um just Amelias brother" i said fast
"Mcdreamy" Cristina said
"What?" I said, i didnt understand at all
"Thats his nickname, i mean the way u looked at him, mcdreamy! Its perfect" Cristina said
"Mcdreamy" i said and i smiled
We both laughed and went in to school, our second day—————————
Callies povSecond period past and i see Cristina looking at a ginger guy
"Hot huh?" I said behind her
"Shut up" she said and smiled
We both started laughingWe got to our locker and a blonde really beautiful girl showed up
"Hey im Arizona Robbins" she said and smiled
Cristina didnt like her, she told me She looked annoying, i agreed but she was still cute
"Im Callie Torres" i said and smiled back
"Ugh bye Blondie" Cristina said and walked away
"Um-did i something wrong?" Arizona asked worried
"She's Always like that" i said and we both laughed
"Well Callie, you wanna go grab some lunch?" Arizona said, i liked the way she said my name
"Sure" i smiled and we walked out way to grab some lunch—————————
Merediths povI should be hungry, i mean i didnt eat anything yesterday or breakfast today...but I should listen to my body, if im not hungry then im not hungry
I decided to not eat lunch but then Amelia showed up
"Hey you coming?" Amelia said
"Im not hungry, but see u later" I said hoping she would go with it
It was a quit moment but then the said
"Okay see you later"
Puh thank god she didnt ask me why, i couldnt lie to her, I started felling a littel dizzy...I walked to the school bathroom and locked the door as i felt on the ground, everything was spinning...I needed to eat but-but i wasnt hungry.
I looked at my phone and see 3 missed call from Amelia and 5 messages from Cristina. I've been here for 2 hours!? Oh god...what would i say? I should go home before they see me and just tell them i feelt sick.
I went to my locker, everyone was in class. I then walked home. I looked in the fridge..but empty. I didnt have the energy to go bye some foods so I decided to get some sleep instead. I then falled asleep....
Cristinas pov
Where the hell is she!!? Its Meredith we are talking about, she tells me everything. She wouldnt just walk away before telling me...we havent talk alot since we started school but i mean...I got interupt in my thoughts
"Cristina! Where is Meredith?" I heard George said
"I dont know" i said
"What do u mean?" Izzie and Alex both said
"She dosent answer my calls!" I said, what if she was in danger?School was over and i decided to get home where Meredith lived..I knocked with no answer and i realised its opened
"Meredith?" I screamMerediths pov
I wake up with a scream
"Meredith?"
Its Cristina! Shit
"Omg there u are, why did you leave without telling me?" Cristina said
I still feelt a littel Dizzy but tried to ignore it
"Um-um i feelt sick, sorry i didnt answer your calls, i didnt feel good" with that telling Cristina got up to my bed and huged me
None of us where hug persons but this time it feel okay...
"I dont belivie you but i know you will tell me when your ready...wait is it Mcdreamy??" Cristina said
"What n-" i said before i got interupt by her saying "ITS MCDREAMY!!AAA"We talked for hours and then Cristina went home.
I hear my mom step in
"Im home!" She said
Finally..She was never home
"Hey mom" i said with a smile
"Why do you smile? Did u get a good grade?" She said
"Im just happy your home" i said and faked a smile, i wasnt happy that SHE was home but i was happy i wasnt alone
"Dont be, im going soon. Big surgery" she said then looked at me
"Euw Mer have u showered? You should go training" she smiled and walked out as she went to the hospital..
What did she mean with that? You should go training. Am i fat? Does my mother thinks im fat?
I just opened the fridge and see food..finally, but i decided not to eat something, i wasnt hungry...I just thought about the fact that my mom just told me go training...
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This is not what i planned
FanfictionNothing goes as planned...I thought it last forever but i was wrong..so wrong Characters: Meredith: 16, depressed and hate her life just as much as her mother hate Meredith. She is slowly getting into a eating disorder but will someone notice it? S...