Nothing. The concept of nothing is almost inconcievable, that such a thing exists is a lie. there is always something whether it's beauty , noise, music, dust, life, fire, ice, pain, joy, death. Unless you feel like nothing then you see nothing, feel nothing. Then noone can save you except the person who put you there. Once you feel like you are nothing then everything is meaningless, no joy, no pain, no point to crying, no point to smiling.