'If Only I could Turn Back time. If only I could get a time machine. If only *sigh*
They say that time Heals all your Wounds, I don't know if that's True but to me it's not. I understand that it's not a bit True because it still Hurts when I think about you'....my Train of thoughts crashed when I felt the familiar yet unadaptive excruciating pain.
My hands flew to my Chest where it hurts But the pain Is nothing compared to the ache and hollowness i've carried in my chest for decades now. My heart still bleeds, the ache is still there which I sometimes wish time could take away, but at the same time I don't want to Forget my Love. Too much thinking they say isn't healthy but I couldn't care less. I sometimes wish to die but I don't want to leave without a glimpse of my Love. I wish I know where it is. I wish I could see my love just a glimpse I promise is enough. I wish I know what my Love is doing or How my love looks.
If only Wishes were horses, if only wishes do come true. I would have gone back in time to stop myself from abandoning my Love. Love I truly and only loved. Love I would Shower with all my love and Borrow love to shower it with. Love I abandoned decades ago into search of what I never Got. Love that truly loved me.
I don't know for how long I sat there clutched to the Clock. I heard the loud horn of the approaching Train. I Got up and Adjusted the clock I was Holding and The Bag slung across my Shoulders.
My Body is crying out to me to just Give up By Mind and Soul couldn't and would never give up. Not when I've come this far
My doctor told me how what am doing is only detonating my Health but I don't care.
For Sure I will die sooner or later. I will surely die someday whether through cardiac infarction or something else.
But I don't want to die without a glimpse of my Love or Hearing the voice of my abandoned love. I want to Feel it's hands around me but Life isn't always fair. Knowing I couldn't get all that because I don't even deserve it, I want to live my lasts and Die where my both deceased Love and abandoned love once lived.
I sometimes use to think death is better because with my Lords mercy I can Go to Heaven where I can meet my Abandoned love someday but I sometimes think what if My love never makes it to heaven or What if I never make it to heaven.
Fear, Agony and Pain is what I felt.
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So I have no idea how Abandoned love came into Action but one thing I know is the cover photo inspired it.
And I just wanted to Write something different.
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Abandoned Love
General FictionWe often Leave what's more important to Less important. Sometimes Intentionally and Other Time not. That's the wrongest and worst mistake we would ever make in life. How do I know that? I learned the hard way.
