Torn between Love and Hate

Thirty-Two

Dara came back from turning the water on and found Jiyong struggling to unbutton his shirt. He looked up and walked in inside the bathroom. She paused for a moment by the door contemplating if she should help him or not. Seeing that he really is having difficulty she rushed to help him. "Here, let me help you." Dara said as they stared at each other. She could feel her cheeks turning red but she's unable to hide it.

Jiyong was dumbfounded at first but hid his smile of happiness. He watched as she nervously and individually unbuttoned his shirt from top to bottom. The only thing is that his shirt is still tucked in. When she got to the waist area, she couldn't continue and was going to untucked it but decided not to. She was like this for several seconds as Jiyong was chuckling to himself watching her contemplate. She finally looked up at him and he hid his chuckles.

"Uhmm...y...your shirt is tucked in." She said nervously.

Jiyong then said playfully. "What are we going to do then my hand..." he lifted his hand to show her.

She then decided to untucked his shirt and continued unbuttoning it. When she was done. "There you go. Y...you can take it off now." She finally exhaled.

But Jiyong wasn't done yet. He pretended to try to take his shirt of by himself and suddenly yelped in pain. Dara suddenly got worried. "W...what happened? Did you hurt it again?"

Jiyong pretended to hissed in pain. "Sorry, it hurts. Do you mind taking it off for me? As well as the rest..." he raised both of his brows in question.
Dara turned beet red as she gets what he meant by the rest.

She helped him take off his shirt careful not to touch him. She keeps picking on his flawless body as he is fit with no signs of fat. His abs and the v-shape going down to his lower abs is to die for. His biceps are yummy too. After the shirt was taken off she nervously twisted her hands because the next one to be taken off is his pants and boxer. She looked up at him still feeling her cheeks getting hotter. She subconsciously fan herself with her hands and Jiyong chuckled to himself when he saw what she just did.

"If you can just unbuttoned and unzipped the front then I will take care of the rest." Jiyong said happily.

Dara widened her eyes but quickly understood. She reached down to his pants and accidentally made contact on his skin on his abs just as electricity can be felt by them two. Jiyong gasped as he is now getting a hard on which did not passed on Dara's eyesight.

Losing his control Jiyong lifted her up on top of the sink counter with his right arm in a swift. Dara gasped and dumbfounded as she widely looked at Jiyong. "Babe. Do you have any idea what you do to me? I will show you." He took her left hand and dragged it to his hard groin. Dara was shocked at the feel of his hard cock and was trying to pull her hand but Jiyong held it in place. She has never touched one before. "You feel that. Do you feel that babe? I'm so hard for you right now and so freaking want to be inside you. You're driving me crazy Dara." He said the last words in a whisper as he leaned his forehead against hers. They stayed like that for a bit both of their eyes are closed trying to feel the moment.

"I want you babe. I want you so bad that it's driving me crazy." Jiyong whispered to her.

Dara too wants him. But she promised herself that she will only give herself to the person who truly loves her wholeheartedly. Jiyong doesn't love her. He only wants her body not her. She feels hurt that he only wants her body but she can't seem to hate him because her heart is telling her otherwise.

"I can't. We can't." She whispered back. "Our marriage is going to be over in a couple of months just like we agreed upon. This marriage did not start of base on love. We don't even feel that for each other." Jiyong's heart feels like it has broken into a million pieces. "I know you have someone you truly love and that is why we made that agreement." Dara's heart is breaking because this is the real truth.

Jiyong wanted to confess his love for her right this minute but held back because she just said it herself that she doesn't love him like he loves her. She loves another man.

"Can I just asked you something?" He moved away his forehead from her and looked at her. He touched her face gently. "C...can we be husband and wife just for tonight?" He asked her.

Dara furrowed her brows. "What do you mean by that?" She nervously asked.

Jiyong chose his words carefully as to not scare her. "Stay the night with me. What I mean is...just for this night, can you allow me to be your husband? Allow me to treat you like a wife should be treated by her husband? I promised that I wouldn't do what you don't feel comfortable of doing. Then tomorrow we'll be back to our own normal self as if nothing happened. We'll still get divorced in a couple of months." Just by mentioning the word divorce makes him cringe.

Dara took a while to answer for she's about to let herself loose. She's about to let herself feel what a wife should be. "It's okay to do this because I am legally married and there's nothing wrong with whatever I'm about to do tonight. I'm spending a night with my husband just like a wife should. Right?" She was talking to herself. "But what about my heart? How will I cope after tonight? I guess I will find out tomorrow after tonight." She thought to herself.