Traumatized
By tigger
CHAPTER 1
*drip.....drip....drip* breath he's not here, he's not coming.... Back....whah??????? Ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!! Just my eyes, he's not here... its dark, I can't see. The sound of water dripping and the sound of banging, a hammer hits a pipe,*breath hah...hah....hah.* get a hold of yourself destiny this is just a dream oh no *screams*......*she snaps awake in a sweat* what the... not again. I hate the day he walked into my life. His name, his face, what did he do to me! He mental abused me, you're not good enough for them. I'm the only one, worry about only me. Your parents are hurting you. Leave them I'll take care of you. He had me all confused. He pushed all my friends away from me, and those who stood by my side were true, but even they were fading away into the sad darkness he created around me. He acted like he cared but really he only wanted sex. Not knowing what was happening he sexual harassing me in school. Ruined my reputation and turned everyone agenced me, making me think he was right I went to him for support and protection...
DESTINY GET DOWN HERE DUSTINS HERE!!! *Destiny got out of bed* OK!! .. Mom....i looked at his ring and told myself not again this is different. I pulled on a pair of pants and ran downstairs. *Dustin smiles at me* "how are you beautiful." That always puts a smile on my face. Not very soon after, the image of him flashes threw my head. A movie a reflection over Dustin's. Trying to hug me and kiss me. I close my eyes and hug him back. The memories flood away. *destiny backs away from the kiss* "I'm sorry destiny I didn't mean to." Don't apologize you did nothing wrong. *they both sit on the couch* I close my eyes trying to stop the memories. I look at Dustin once more and smile. "I love you." Dustin replied "I love you too, is everything alright u seem upset." *I looked at him and smiled slightly* I'm fine, and no u did nothing wrong. * I laughed and he smiled* *Dustin kissed destiny on the forehead and wraps his arms around her shoulders* my darkness is coming back, the emptiness. What should I do? I feel her presence, her shadow, her nightmare, it destroys her life. The penetrating wound on my back. I feel her watching me. It scares me. I don't..... Dustins look of worry breaks my train of thought. "What's the matter?" it's nothing sorry got lost in thought. What were you thinking about baby? It's nothing really destiny you know u can tell me anything, what's wrong? *destiny shrugs* "it's nothing..." Dustin cuts in "your everything to me please tell me" *sadness creeps over his face* Dustin I just don't feel like talking about it right now *destiny gets up from the couch and walks outside and sits on the porch* can't he keep his nose to himself. I love him but I'm just not ready to speak of this. "Child calm, breath" *destiny looks up to see sataina standing in front of her* I'm trying sister but there coming back, what's wrong with me? *sataina cocked her head* child It starts with you and it will end with you. *sataina fades as Dustin walks out the front door and sits next to her* "look baby I'm not trying to upset you I am just worried about you, your acting funny. *Dustin pulls her head into his hands and kisses her* she accepts and kisses him back. "Sataina, how did I get so messed up? Well child that's easy, you opened your heart to a rapist and abuser. *Dustin pulls away* "destiny you are the love of my life, I don't ever want to lose you. My soul would shatter and I would die, as u knows it. * Destiny smiles* I love you too my sweet and beautiful Zephyrus. *Dustin smiles back* "and your my beautiful little Wiccan. *destiny pushes him "you a butt." Dustin pushes back "how am I a butt?? I didn't do anything" *destiny smiled* I know you're not a butt, I just love you Dustin! *Dustin held his life and rocked her* "Dustin lets go back into the house; we can watch a movie or something. WAIT!! *destiny looks at him with complete shock* what is it?? Oh nothing never mind *he laughs and Dustin and destiny walk back into the house holding hands, Dustin sits on the couch and watches destiny look through movies.* "we can watch v for vendetta or wanted? *Dustin smiles* we can watch them both, just get over here and sit by me. *she smiles at him and puts in v for vendetta" ok destiny said *she lays on the couch and puts her head into dustin's lap* WHAT???? NO NOT AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!?????????
