Trials and tribulations

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Hayden's POV

I'm pregnant and it's yours. She says again as if I didn't hear the words that cut through me like a knife the first fucking time.

Your a liar Kim you know I'd never fuck without a condom! You may be pregnant but that ain't my fucking sperm! I yell in frustration.

Oh really? Your so sure you wear a condom the night you made love to me stoned and drunk out of your mind? She ask with sarcasm. Fuck I don't remember shit from that night..

It's yours Hayden you can't get out of it.

Kim I did not make love to you. I fucked you! Just like every other guy in Texas! I state harshly. How the fuck are you so sure it's mine?

Doubt it all you want Hayden but our baby is growing and I'm gonna make sure the father is present! She states as she walks out of my dorm.

Fuck! I yell out loud punching a hole into the dry wall. I need to see her I can't fucking breath!



Mia's POV
I can't stop crying since Samantha told me those words and I don't know if I'm stuck in denial because I just can't believe Hayden would get someone pregnant.. but I do know he cheated on me with Kim that night after our fight. I can't argue the fact that the timing kinda matches up. There's just something about Kim, something about her that makes my insides twist in discussed. I know she's spoiled and use to getting what she wants and I also know that she wants Hayden. Will she really go through the length of purposely getting pregnant by him? I don't know really. I just know that I need to see him. I need to hear it from him because it's just too hard to believe.. I've been cooperative with all things wedding so I know my parents have their minds else where. I think today is a great day to go selling! I say aloud to myself as I get off the bed and get ready to leave for the day.
I take one last look at my cozy outfit in my body mirror,,

 I take one last look at my cozy outfit in my body mirror,,

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Perfect. I tell mom and dad I'm leaving and take moms Mercedes for the day.

I pull up to the 7/11 near my house and plead with the clerk to use his phone. I need to talk to him. I hope he answers a unknown number. Surly enough he answers the third ring,,
Hello?
Hayden it's Mia. I say frantically.

Oh Mia I'm so glad you called I needed to hear your voice so fucking badly. He whimpers.

I really need to see you can you meet me at the Starbucks in target off of I35? I ask in a rush.

Yes baby girl I'm dying to see you. Do you have a way to get there?

Yeah I'm driving my moms car I'm going there now, this isn't my phone I'm just using someone's. I assure him.

Okay I'll be there in 10 minutes. Drive careful baby I love you. He says and ends the call.

Can I get a pumpkin spice latte please. I make my order to nice girl behind the counter as I wait for Hayden at Starbucks.
It's been nearly 30 minutes but I finally spot him coming.

Hayden's POV
Baby! I run and grab her into me hugging her tightly. Inhaling the scent of coconut from her shampoo that I missed dearly. I feel like I'm at home in this woman's arms. I feel like I can breath again in her presents.

Hayden,, please tell me it's not true... she whimpers in my neck. And I know exactly what she means,, of course she'd find out from someone else before I can figure out my own way to tell her.      Hayden please... she says again and this time I can hear the sobs in her voice.  I pull out of our embrace to look at her face,   Tears rolling down her cheeks.  

I sigh aloud,   Yeah I guess she's pregnant. I say as guilt covered my voice.

How could you? I don't even,, I can't.. she's lost for words.     Babe I was so fucked that night I guess I didn't even think to use a condom I know I'm stupid it was the biggest mistake I've ever made.

What does this mean for us? She ask weakly.

Nothings changed I'll throw money at her for the abortion and that's it. We go on with our own lives. I assure her.

Abortion? She ask with judgment in her eyes.

Of course Mia I'm 21 years old haven't even graduated college yet and I've picked the hardest career choice of being a lawyer. Do you think I want a fucking child right now! Especially with Kim?  I chuckle with sarcasm. This is Kim's perfect way of tying herself to my fucking life and I'm not gonna let that happen. She's not gonna destroy me! I yell in frustration.

So what if I were pregnant with your child Hayden? Something tells me you would make me kill it as well. She says with a judgy tone I'd never heard from her.

That's not the fucking point Mia! You and me is a different story. I say as I glance at her chest and notice a big gold coin around her neck.. no.. she's mentioned to me what a coin like that means in her culture,    That's basically her fucking engagement ring.  

Oh by the way,   How did your engagement party go? I ask letting the anger get the best of me.

The wedding is in March! And it just might be for the best anyways! She yells and turns on her heels running out of target away from me.
Her words are making me light headed and I'll be damed if she leaves without taking this phone I just added to my plan for her. She knows this is not over and I need a way to talk to her.   Baby wait! I follow her out.

Mia stop! Please just wait.

What do you want Hayden! She yells.

Please I know I fucked up but I got you a phone please just take it. I know your mad and need time to think I understand that but please take the phone and call me when your ready to talk. I say handing her the small paper bag and walking away. I know if I stay longer she will end things and I'm just not ready to hear those words.

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