Well uh, hey 😸 I just uh wanted to let Yk that..I love u. And I may have never been ur 'yellow' or u never meant as much as How much I loved and cared for u, I love u more than u could ever think it was possible. I never knew I could love u so much..aha..being ur friend since day one makes me uncontrollably happy. And all I want for u is to be happy! So any decision u make just think to yourself and ask. "Is this gonna make me happy?" If it's not going to make u happy then do not do it. Promise me. I love u so much. Please do whatever makes u happy. Truly happy, you so fucking beautiful..and perfect, and I have to say everyone sees that in their eyes..ur the best person I've ever met and I will never regret that. Ik things are hard right now, but hey. U made it threw any other day! Look how far u have come! All the suffering..begging,crying u went threw..look how strong u are! And maybe u think it's ur fault..but please don't think it is. U deserve the world. And everyone that left never deserved u anyways.remember to always drink ur water even if it's hard u need to try,everyday. Take care of urself for me, and for everyone else. U deserve it. I love u, mwa☺️. U were honestly there since say one. Hey! We met in July. Five months! Almost six! Do u know how strong u put up with staying alive?! Do u know ur worth ally! Ur so strong and it makes me so happy that u stay each day..just for me. I love you. And hey. Ur the most caring loving person I've ever met on this world kitten. Do yk that? Like if I could trade anything just to have a hug from u I would I Ik damn well I ain't lying. Know ur worth in this world because whatever's around u isn't shit. Thats stuffs gonna just turn u down into pieces of cole..and those multiple people that come in and out of ur world are just there to ruin ur life so they can get their life back. So they can feel better. But you see I'm not like that. I'm the type of girl that will get u threw every step. Every cry, every mental break down..each knife that cuts u until u make it to the top where life gets better. And I will never..ever break that promise. Yk that? I mean u probably Dont believe me but I'm saying straight up facts hun. Yea I'm the jealous person, I'm the one that will get jealous if someone tops u, cuddles u, hugs u..and it makes me feel like I'm overly oppressed with u. But it's the truth like..Ugh! I love u so much too the point where I cang even control it! Like u don't understand how much love and attention I want to give to u right now instead of texting u behind a god damn screen..💞like rn id hold u so tight until u fall asleep in my arms.
But hey, if ur having a hard time atm I want u to know ur worth and self care rn so, deep breaths..in and out. In..and out..drink ur water close ur eyes..it's gonna be ok, u made it threw a day. A week, a month, a hole year! Do yk how proud I am for u! I'm so proud of u and ur rocking it..do u know ur battle scars everyone must hate them. But that's the best thing abt u. Because it shows how much time and waiting u took to find ur happiness, and how much u made it threw this year with everything going on. I love you dead ass day and day..more than I can count.
Ex's going on?
FUCK THAT SHIT! Yk the reason why they left you?! Because they thought there was someone better out in this world. They thought there was a different princess a different queen. But no. They left that person to. And it goes on and on until they give up, until they realize what they left for. Because ur my princess and will forever beeeee! So scratch it off..put it to the side.
Anger issues getting out of control?
Alright boo, I gottchu. Listen. Take a break from teh phone deep breaths..close ur eyes drink some water lay in bed. Start going off on that person in ur head, because guess what ur a bad fucking bitch, yk that? Ur the most baddest gorgeous bitch I've ever seen. Ok? And we're not gonna put that away have u seen ur self!?
Have u seen ur beauty today under that hoodie?! Tell me have u! Cus Ik damn well u haven't..go look at urself and say "I can do this."
But hey..I love u. So much.💞
