I Wish

A Note for your Benefit

Dear Reader,

Before we begin, I would like to say some things.

First of all, I want to thank God. This can be considered a "Christian Book" so if you're offended with "Religion" and hate religion as much as I do, then you may not want to read it. Then again, it still has many interesting aspects so if you could swallow your hatred for god or at least, my God, then by all means, keep reading. Regardless of what you believe in, I ask that you please do not insult my own beliefs expressed in this book, and that you don't yell profanity at me if you do hate what I love. Please, if you truly can't stand this, then do the mature thing and stop reading it, then leave it be and don't give harsh critisism.

Secondly, please note, there will be cursing and mature themes in this story. Not in graphic detail (hopefully), but mature themes are definitly expressed in this story. Please, you have been warned. I don't wish to upset anyone. I saw a book on here all about a girl who had cancer, and how she had also been robbed and her father was a cheat who went through divorce and how the girl got bullied, and I felt like sharing this story as well. I've been wanting to write this since I was twelve years old, but I never committed to doing so until I knew the right words for it. I didn't want to write the story out of hatred and pity for the story, I wanted to wait until I was mature enough to wait until it was right to write this. I wanted to wait until I could maturely write these themes and ideas. And besides, had I written the story when I was twelve rather than these three years later, the story would be a lot less interesting. Let's just say the story has been developed and it's grown far more... entertaining. In a cruel, kind of morbid way, anyways.

Thirdly, I would like to thank my best friend. She was there for me when no one was, and I truly love her and would do anything that I could for her benifit, even if we hardly talk to each other at all now. I am glad that our differences don't cause problems in our relationship. Love ya babe~ :) <3

Finally, I would like to thank all of my other friends--all of my other true friends. I was blind and unable to tell a good friend from a false one, but I'm grateful to all the friends that I do have, who I know to be true, even if life may separate us. I want to thank every one of you for being there for me, even if not in the way I always dreamed of--you were there for me nonetheless and that's what's important to me. Every friend I've had has been a blessing in my life, even if some of those friends were only there for me to learn from them. Even if some friends were cruel and selfish and, well, not really friends, I want to thank God for putting them in my life. I've learned a lot and I've grown so much from who I used to be. I finally have grown the courage and wisdom to write this book, and I thank everyone who reads it.

Now, enjoy your day :)