Alex Høgh Andersen/ Ivar The Boneless Imagines

Imagine 2 *Ivar*

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Part 2 of imagine 1!
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*Y/N's POV*

"Ivar I'm with child" I spoke holding the blanket over my chest and just staring at him.
He was dead silent,
Looking like he had just seen a ghost,
But...
He tried acting like it wasn't anything important
"How long?" He asked
I sighed a little, "about a month now" I replied softly.
He put his hand behind his neck and looked around the room
Trying to dodge my eyes

"I see" was all he said.
Which sucks,
No happiness?
Nothing at all?
Was it because he was hesitating about going on that raid?
Was this going to work?
But I let my hopes get to high,
For this happened.

"Even with you carrying a child I'm still going raiding and you can't stop me" he spoke firm getting off his car and walking away from me.
His crawling against the floor went dead quiet in moments,
All I could hear was the wind outside my window and the sound of my thoughts pounding against my head...
But in moments,
Tears filled my eyes
And fell on my blanket...
I had lost...
Like I always do.
But if I always lose then why does it feel like I've lost for the first time?

*Day after tomorrow*

"Please be safe"
"I promise my love" Ivar said hugging me tightly as me, him, and our two daughters were on the beach bidding farewell along with several families.
Ivar cupped my cheeks kissing me softly,
"I love you" he whispered as his blue eyes stared into mine.
I put my hands on his shoulders trying hard not to cry,
Even though I didn't respond back he knew I said I love you by just my eyes.
Slowly he looked down at Sindrí as she was burying her shoes in the sand looking nervous about her father's leaving.

"Hey, be a good girl.
Ok?" He asked.
"Ok daddy" Sindrí replied, her sweet high pitched voice that could melt the coldest of hearts.
Alva hugged her father's legs and hip
(He had braces to us to help him stand and walk)
"I love you father" she whispered.
Ivar rubbed his hand through her hair slowly, looking like he wants to stay with us but knows that this to him is more important
"I love you too Alva".

He kissed both our daughters that we're on each my sides and then looked back up and me,
"I swear to the gods I will return, to you
*Puts his hand on my belly* and to him" he whispered against my ear, his lips brushing against my loosely braided hair and his breath blowing softly on my skin.
I inhaled and slowly nodded,
I wanted to say so much but I knew it couldn't...
It was to late to...

Ivar hugged his daughters and me one last time and walked away from us to join his fellow vikings on there ship to reach new lands,
Or for some to reach Valhalla...
I softly sighed as the ships took sail,
I watched Ivar talk among some men I've never seem before but before the ship went to far Ivar looked our way waving.
Me, Alva, and Sindrí waved back...

*Softly sighs again*
"Stay safe my love" I whispered blowing a small kiss.

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