When We Lost Each Other | TaeGyu Fanfiction

>SUMMER SEVEN<

>SUMMER SEVEN<

+I am still here+

My Gyu,

Whether you were joking around or not, I miss you for real and I will never stop missing you. I will never stop myself on checking my phone from time to time expecting you to text or call me again. What Kai said was true, you were already handsome and yes, that was the bonus of dating you. You were already perfect in my eyes so yeah, stop being more handsome.

Doing aegyo in front of many people was actually the cringiest thing I've ever done with you, I don't even know if that word really exists. Doing aegyo was actually nothing for me, I wanted to make you smile because I know that something was bothering you, and I also wanted you to do something in front of everyone. I wanted you to end the show because I was tired of pretending, tired of us acting like brothers, but I suddenly remembered that I should be the one who supposed to stopped the freaking show, the change should started from me.

I trust you and Yeonjun hyung, I know how important your friendship is. I only had Huening Kai as my bestfriend, but when we broke up, he left me alone too. I asked him, did he had any feelings for you? He answered no and that was a relief for me. You can explain yourself to me even after we broke up. Ex-lovers can not be friends but I am allowing you to explain yourself. I permit you to talk to me when you have no one to talk to.

I know you are you're not mine anymore but I am willing to lend my shoulders for you, I'm all ears when you need someone to listen. I am still here for you, and this stupid mind is still thinking about you, this dumb heart is still beating for you. And they both don't have any idea what to do. They won't stop because I am still into you.

That girl idol made a fussed again, she revealed that we were just having a fake dating issue but ended up real. What a dumb lamb she was! She had the audacity to tell that to everyone while stamping her foot, biting her bottom lip, acting nervous! She's all fake and I really hate her!

As for your question, I was never happy with her, you know that you were the only one who could make me happy genuinely. Do what you want as long as it makes you happy and comfortable okay? Wherever you are, I hope your heart and mind are at ease now. I hope you are contented now. I still miss and I still want you too, but I can't do anything because you left already.

Gyu, loving someone is not bad. Wanting them and missing them again and again is not a bad thing, as long as you are not hurting anyone.

I also miss everything about us. I miss those cuddles, I miss strumming your guitar and write acoustic songs for you. I miss those night walks with you. I miss doing heart to heart talks with you. I miss making choreography with you.

They said fame changes people but not for me, after my debut, even I had busy schedules and I asked you if you still want me even I lacked times for you, you said yes. From that day on, I promised myself that I won't change. My love for you won't be replaced. It was always you and it will always be you.

Seven words, twenty-five letters, say it and be amaze

"I'm still lost in this love maze"

We made this maze and I can't still find a way to go out, because all I can do is to cry and shout.

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@zaydeemon

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You might be confused, Taehyun wrote this diary after Beomgyu finished his. Taehyun's POV are more on flashbacks but some happened in present and it always depends on Beomgyu's POV