Our strange love

"Dont stare to hard Ferry, your eyes will fall out"

A/N:
I have decided to change "jack" to "Nick" due to some reasons I can not tell you right now because I'll pretty much be spoiling the book...just know that he will be playing a huge role in this book. I apologize for taking long to update I've just been going through a lot lately but I'll try my best to update frequently.

This is the 5th chapter I hope you enjoy😌:
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Ever since I arrived home I couldn't stop thinking about Nick, I couldn't help but think that he had been stalking me because of the way he was looking at me at the library. It made me feel uneasy, I felt as if I could leave my body and go far away in a place where humans do not go, but, I didn't really show how I felt because I was afraid I was going to hurt the poor guys feelings. Out of pity I decided to give him a chance and I got to know him, plus it's not like I had any friends at the school, so I thought to myself hey why not? I mean what could possibly go wrong?Feeling drained from the long day I had,I decided to tuck myself in my blankets and listen to some soothing music, and as I was zoning out I felt something I'd never really felt before. I felt lonely, I was in need of passionate affection, I felt as if I needed to be in someone's arms, just to be held tightly and to be told that I am loved, I needed to hear sweet things. I missed being the reason a girl smiles. Furthermore, I missed having butterflies in my tummy whenever I see a particular person. And as I was still deep in my thoughts I passed out.

I woke up to the sweet sounds of birds whistling beautiful melodies. The sun was out shining brightly into my eyes. I wished I could stay in bed and just listen to the sounds of the birds, but unfortunately, I couldn't. I had to go to school.Moving slowly of bed, I hopped in the shower to take a long relaxing shower. I got out of the shower with a sudden edge to get high, but the sad thing was I didn't have weed nor enough time to buy some weed. Within that moment of realizing that I could not get high, I felt miserable and almost instantly the withdrawals started kicking in because I had not smoked in a week. The journey to school took forever. I felt tired, it as if I was carrying the whole world on my shoulders, but eventually I got to school. When I arrived at the gate I saw Nick standing and looking around the school yard. A part of me wanted to go to the lad, but another part did not want to, because I did not know what I would say to him. After a good two minutes of just looking at him, I decided to go to him.

"AYO Nick are you good?"
"AYO bro, nah I'm not okay I need some dank" I raised an eyebrow and looked at curiously.
"AYY Ferry are you just going to look at me as if I killed someone, bro all I said was I want some weed."
"Yeah I heard what you said I'm just surprised that you smoke weed."
"What's surprising about that FAM?"
"Well I don't know I think it's the fact that you
...uhmm never mind that. Anyways I need weed too, where can we get some?"
"Woah you smoke too?"
"Yeah I do. So are you finna tell me where we can get some."
"We can get some during lunch break, I know a guy who sells some pretty intense stuff."
And almost immediately after Nick stopped talking the school bell went on to indicate that the first lesson is about to start.
"Okay sure, I gotta bounce I don't want to be late for class and all of that because I'm still the "new kid". We will meet outside the library.
"Okay sure."
I rushed of to class

For some odd reason the duration of the lessons felt longer than they were. I couldn't concentrate. My body was in class but my mind was elsewhere. I was thinking about getting high, and the harder I thought about weed the longer the lessons seemed. And as I was daydreaming I could hear a female like voice calling my name, but I couldn't figure out where it was coming from, suddenly I felt a presence behind me. Damn. It was Mrs Henderson my English teacher.
"Mr Donvain care to share with the class what you are reminiscing about" she said that with an ugly smirk on her face. Everybody in class had his/her eyes on me; I felt so small because I was the center of attention and I hated it. I felt like running away. As I was about to open my mouth to mumble something so that Mrs Henderson would get of my back, the school bell rang. I smiled, because I was saved by the bell and most importantly I was a few moments away from getting high.I put my books in my bag. I went out of class and headed to the library. Nick was standing in a corner, reading the posters on the wall when I got to the library.
"Hey man I'm sorry I'm late. Mrs Henderson kinda kept us in."
"'Hey Ferry, it's cool man it's no biggie, and besides I just got here myself."
" Oh cool" I shrugged. " So uhm can we go?"
"Yeah man let's go I'm also dying to get blazed."

We got to the school bathrooms and all I could say was "damn!". The place was besmirching. It smelt like people died in there.it was my first time in the bathroom, and I was certain that it was my last time in there. Nick made a strange sound and out of nowhere some weird looking guy appeared. I went out of the bathroom because I could no longer stand the smell, and Nick remained inside to talk with the "weird looking guy". After a while Nick appeared with a huge smile on his face and that could only mean one thing. Good news.
"AYO Nick man where are going to blaze?" I asked curiously
" the smoking zone. It's behind the toilets" he shrugged
"Oh well what are we waiting for"
We got to the smoking zone and Nick took out a PRE rolled joint. I looked at him curiously.
" Uhmm why you're looking at me like that?" He shrugged.
"Dude why did you buy a PRE rolled joint?"
"Well that's what the dude sells and besides I don't think there is sufficient time to crush the weed and roll it."
"Do you trust the guy? I mean for all we know he could be putting some weird shit in the joints."
Nick laughed "Dude firstly I wouldn't buy it if I did not trust the guy. Secondly I've been buying the guys weed for two years now, and I don't remember feeling weird or any shit like that. So are you finna blaze with me, or are you finna watch me blaze?"
"Okay, okay fine I'll blaze with you. It's not like I have a choice I mean I really want to get stoned."

After we finished smoking the school bell rang and that was an indication that lunch break was over. I reached for my bag to take out my cologne to try and mask out the smell of the weed. As we headed to our classes, I couldn't help but think about how the weed did not get me high. I was disappointed. I finally got to class. I sat down, and I saw Ashanti walking in the class. Something about her was different on that day. She looked admirable, adorable, alluring, angelic, appealing, beauteous, captivating, charming and most importantly she looked classy. And that is what I consider my type. She noticed that I was looking at her, and then she came to me and said "Don't stare to hard Ferry your eyes will fall out." I smiled and as I was about to respond, I felt dizzy and everything around started floating. I stared hearing weird sounds and God, I started hallucinating. Likewise, I figured that I was high. The weed finally kicked in. I've been high before but that was the most intense high I've ever felt.
Damn. Nick what did you make me smoke?
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