ᘜ卄ㄖ丂ㄒ ᘜ卂爪乇 kenma kozume

CHAPTER 1

,, FUCK! "

I screamed though the whole apartment.
I've lost a game against neko555. Again.
I am Y/n and I am 19 years old. I hate people since I was born because my parents died and left nothing, so I was raised by my grandma which dies when I turned 18. I buoyed myself an gaming setup, games and an apartment. Iam a pro gamer and very successful, but I play annonym, so I can go out in peace without anyone annoy me.
,,What the fuck? Why are you screaming?"
Asks my ex, which cheated on me with Bokutou, now friend and roommate Akaashi.
,,Chill, I lost against neko555."
,,again? I thought you were like the best gamer ever."
,,he is at least as good as I am."
Raven1010 is my gamer name, I am known as this through the whole world. Neko555 is my biggest enemy and also pretty known.
I don't like him because we're always comparing with each other who is better in games and stuf.
He is also annonym so I don't know how he looks. The only thing I know about him that he's 17, and a boy. How would it be if we once meet each other?
I have an IQ about 140 which is quite high, so I asked neko555 and of course his stupid IQ is higher then mine. It's 150 fuck you neko.
Akaashi is starring at me while I am overthinking right now, he said he thinks that that is cute. He also said that I am pretty with my black curls and my green eyes. STOP stop thinking about Akaashi. He is running through my mind every day and I can't stop it. I hope I will find a person who can just make it stop it's hurting me all the time.
Bokutou is perfect with Akaashi, I am shipping them too but still.
Well now we're coming to the interesting part:
I am an Psychopath.
Well I think, because I like to watch people cry and I love it to lie. I have also an psycho laugh but I like that. Sometimes people in train or bus are just starring at me like I am nothing, but you know, I like it.
It's not like I have no feelings, but often I just play like I am sensitive or something, when I was bullied at school and I was crying but it was played and then I was laughing the hell out of me in my bullies face. He was so shocked that he tooked out a knife and tried to cut me, but I grabbed the knife out of his hand and bumped it into his stomach, for example. Of course I was suspended but in my new school no one knew me so I kept it a secret.
In games, I can easily let myself go and kill everybody there, and it's legal.

,,neko555 I'll beat you"
I said into my mikro, for the first time ever I've spoken into that shit.
,,try it, bitch "
Wow his voice is very calm and arrogant in the same time.
,,hey, will you buy ghost game, when they launch It tomorrow?"
,, of course, what about you?"
,,yee and guess who will beat you in this game too"
,,arrogant piece of shit. not you tho"
,,we will see, til tomorrow bitch I love you"
I like it when people talk like that with people they barley know. Seriously.
I ended my games for today and turned my PC off.
Maybe I should take a bath, I am very nervous because of the new game. Some people say that this is a really realistic game and it makes you feel like it's real and there was an fucking warning that you might forget the real world when your into this game but I think that was a joke, if it was that dangerous they wouldn't allow to launch it, would they?
I took of my way to big hoodie and my sweatpants, which I wear like everyday but that's ok I guess since I am a gamer lol .
The water reminds me of the sea because it's so clear and blue, I've always loved the sea but I am not very often there. All I remember is that it was blue, just like Akaashis eyes.STOP
I don't want to die, but I wouldn't fight for my life, it's like we're all dying anyways.

8:00am

I am on my way to the store. My hands are shaking because it's so cold , that's the reason why I hate December. It's disgusting.
I am in the train right now and I feel like a little boy is watching me from the side. I showed him my middle finger just for fun.
,,MAMA!!" Ugh what the fuck.
Before the mother saw me, I ran out of the train. I hate Tokio, but I can always come here because I live in Saitama prefecture, I can always buy games here.
I walked through the city until I reached the store. Infront was a huge queue, with would take me about 15 minutes but everything for that legendary game I guess. I finally was in the store as a boy with longer blond hair, and dark roots ran into me.
,,Fuck look where you're standing you piece of shit!"
,,excuse me!?"
I know his voice from somewhere, so I grabbed his chin and forced him to look into my eyes. He looks so small and cute, like nobody has touched him before...
He ran out of the store with his game and sticked his tongue out.
Fuck him.
I grabbed an disc and as I got home, I ran into my room and pushed the disc into the pc.
Nervously I looked though the screen and waited for a sign of something.
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