Love Letter (One Shot)
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Dear Ryne,
Hi! Ang O.a ko noh? May pa Love Letter Love Letter pakong nalalaman HAHAHA! Di ko kasi kayang sabihin sayo 'to ng personal kaya dito nalang,
HAHAHA Hiii Kiefs! :) I JUST HOPE YOU KNOW I EXIST :3 Hihihi, uhmm.. okay, i'll start, it was the First day of school, you were a senior i was a junior, i thought you were an angel from above-- Dejk. Akala ko Koryano ka! Hindi pala, sobrang Puti mo lang kasi.. Ano secret mo? Joke v(^_______^)
Ganito kasi yung nangyare nung First day of school, i was sitting outside our mapeh classroom ng mapadaan ka, Well, in all fairness, gwapong gwapo ako sayo nun, kasi nga amputi mooo!
Pero Days past, nakalimutan kita, i didn't mind you, i didn't bother looking for you around the Campus, pero the next time we met nagkagusto agad ako sayo, I dont know why i just did.
Even if, hindi pa kita masyadong kilala i admire you a lot, may mga bagay akong nalaman at nakita sayo pero ni isa wala akong naging rason para pagsisihan kung bakit ikaw ang nagustuhan ko..
Dati, tinatamad akong mag aral kasiiii.. Nakakatamad naman talaga eh! Pero kahit wala kang ginagawa, kahit hindi moko pinapansin, kahit hindi moko kilala, kahit hindi mo alam na may 'AKO' na nag eexist sa Mundo,ginawa parin kitang inspirasyon para maiangat ko ang Grades ko pati ang sarili ko.
Nung isang beses mokong pinansin dahil binati kira sa Birthday mo, Sobrang saya ko nun as in parang mas High pako sa mga Nakadrugs, pero syempre hindi ako nagdadrugs XD
I am this girl na, secretly cheering you up, secretly hurting para sayo, secretly admiring, Secretly sacrificing my happiness for you!
Sabi nila Tanga na raw ako, ano ba magagawa ko diba? Hahaha! Atleast napasaya kita, Alam mo bang humanap ako ng paraan para maging Kayo ni Jia? Sekretong Tulay din ako! HAHAHAHA! Ayos naman diba? Hays, I really Love watching you two from afar,
After my classes, tinitignan ko kayo mula sa Gym na Isang Hektarya ang layo mula sa Kina uupuan ko, masaya ka ba? Oo naman diba?
Kiefs, kahit Tatlong taon na akong may gusto sayo, there never came a time na naisip kong magkakagusto ka sakin kasi.. Malabo :) malabo pa sa Tubig sa Kanal, in that Three years marami akong natutunan, Gustong Gusto kita Kiefs!
Pero Last month, I gave you up kasi kailangan eh, pero Neweys :) Im happy For you! Sana nagustuhan mo ang Regalo ko, ibigay mo kay Jia! Sigurado akong magugustuhan nya yan!
Nga pala :) I have stage 3 cancer, by this time na nababasa mo 'to skin head na ako! Ooppps! Wag kang pupunta sa Ospital kahit anong mangyare kasi Haggard nako tsaka, ampanget ko na! HAHAHAHA! Nakakahiya naman!
HAPPY GRADUATION KIEFS! GODBLESS!
~Shailla Ramirez
Tiniklop ko ang sulat at inipit sa Gilid ng Journal ko, it was a Letter from Shailla Ramirez :) my Bestfriend's Crush, I know Shailla Ramirez Of course, she was the Rumored girlfriend of my Bestfriend, pero i never thought na dahil sakin kaya pala nya binasted si Kev, Binigay sakin ng bestfriend nya itong sulat, medyo Crumpled na sya pero Maayos pa naman, hindi ko na mabilang kung ilang beses ko ng binasa itong sulat na ‘to, but still, it never fails to make me smile.
Marami syang kinwento saakin, natutuwa ako kay Shailla, she's very Cheerful, noisy, naughty, sporty and everything,
nasa likod ng Sulat ni Shailla ang Room at Address ng hospital nya pero She was already dead a month before.
Nasasaktan ako kasi she was cute and she was charming, i never had a chance to meet the Person who Sacrificed everything for my happiness, Napaka selfish ko! Antanga ko pa!
I was starting to Like her before kaso pinigilan ko kasi type sya ng Bestfriend ko, kaya siguro nasabi nyang hindi ko sya pinapansin or hindi ko alam na nag eexist sa mundo, it's just that i have to do such thing para hindi ma attach sakanya kasi masasaktan ako at yung bestfriend ko.
Then after that naging kami ni Jia, i really thank Shai for being such an Angel, pero me and Jia didn't Last a Month, last month lang naging kami.
I was really Hoping na yung babaeng daan ng daan sa Room namin is the one im here with now, kaso wala na sya, Masakit.. Though, Hindi ka naman magiging tao kung hindi ka masasaktan, it's part of the life cycle.
From the very beggining it was really her na tumanggap agad saakin, but she gave up and it hurts me a lot, Why did GOD didn't give us a Chance? Kahit magkausap man lang sa Personal.
I always see her around the Campus, masaya naman sya kaya naiisip kong parang wala naman syang Problema, i didn’ knew she had Cancer, and she's dying
Habang naghihikahos sya, wala man lang akong nagawa para pasalamatan sya ng Personal kahit sa ospital man lang, or.. to simply tell her i like her :/
I think... nasaktan ko sya.... i think... napaiyak ko sya :/ and it was really unfair.
Dear Shai,
Hi Shai! Geez.. it's me Ryne :) i just want to say that, Thank you for being such an Angel to me and Jia, really, You were such a Wonderful Creature... and a Beautiful one Too..
Geez Shai.. i wanted to Cry but, im Trying not to, Shai Bakit ngayon lang? Bakit.. Bakit ngayon mo lang sinabi na Gustong Gusto moko gayong hindi na pwedeng maging tayo? Shai, it was Really you and not Jia, You were the girl who always Cheers me up Secretly, that's why sometimes if i feel bad, Nawawala agad.
Shai, Are you afraid to get attached to me? I understand,
Uhmm.. Shai, i just want to say that i Like you very much, it's just that, i dont have the Guts to tell you this, and sorry if i became a Coward for not fighting, Shai, i'm really sorry about everything, Shai, i know it's Very Very Late, Gusto kong sisihin ang sarili ko, actually im blaming my self now,
Shai? Why didn't we have a moment? Just a little moment when its just the both of us together with Long walks and Long Talks? Shai? Bakit hindi tayo nagkaganun kung dapat tayo naman talaga sana Shai?
Shai? Mapapatawad mo pa ba ako? Shai, Gustong gusto rin kita :( Sayang wala ka na dito di moko maririnig, dika kikiligin :/
Sorry Shai, for not being there to fight with you when you were in struggle fighting Cancer, Sorry Shai :(
Andami ko ng pagkukulang sayo, hayaan mo, Babawi ako :)
I LIKE YOU SHAI! I REALLY DO
I like you so much Angel :/ Why did you leave me so soon?
~Ryne Joseph Advenco
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A/N: Sorrna Kung panget, HAHAHA! BTW, DONT FORGET TO VOTE AND COMMENT ;* MWAHUGS ;*
