🌻UNTIL NEXT LIFE🌻(WANGXIAN*YIZHAN)(COMPLETED)

Little Gift

Yibo took books from the desk and silently walked towards the entrance, Hao Xuan followed him and hesitantly patted his shoulder, Yibo shook and looked back 

"is something wrong?"

"there is nothing, it's just i can't recognize you anymore. can't we even talk like before anymore? it hurts you know?" Yibo sighed realizing how unfairly he was treating best friend after Zhan's discharge. always being quiet he was studying like crazy to not think about other things. 

"i'm sorry brother" he whispered and faintly smiled at him "i didn't even ask how are you doing, about your relationship with Ji Yang"

"everything is fine, i can't believe he has this strong impact on me, sure good one. Cause of him i want to be decent person, live better life. look my grades is so high already"

"It's just result of the love, i feel so happy for you"

"You say that but... You suffer Yibo no? it's been long time since you're honest with me"

"Ikr? it's quite complicated. Zhan doesn't allows me to be next to him, to share his pain. He goes through medical exercises in the hospital but forbid me to attend procedures. After picking up him i clearly see exhaustion on his face and he ..." Yibo's voice broke "although doesn't shows it, i know how much Zhan misses his old life, more than ability to walk he cares about his profession. A few times i heard him sobbing at nights, i wanted to hold him so badly but i know it's better to not. you know how hard it's to stop myself?"

"he forbids, but you still do it no?" Yibo's eyes widened and confusedly looked at him

"how do you"

"Ji Yang told me, you still go to the hospital every time and watch him from afar"

"mn, even he can't see me, still it feels like i'm giving strength to him, it sounds silly but..."

 "who could imagine, you're able to feel this strong love. the time we're crazy hooligans, seems unbelievable now. too many things changed" Hao Xuan smiled and wrapped hand around his shoulder  "and Yibo, let him be. I'm sure Zhan already knows how much you love him that is why he protects you. In this case just wait until he decides to open with you"

"mn, you're right"

"are you going to the hospital now?"

"yes, i'm already late. gonna hurry"

"i'll come with you"

"missed lover?"

"yep. love is so good no? even it brings pain still"

"mn, it's truly beautiful"

*****

"you're late today" Haikuan stopped Yibo, who was literally flying to the Physiotherapy room "take a breath"