Short stories(kongarthit)(completed)

story 5.7(end)

Rain was pouring heavily it's an early evening, after Arthit's leaves, kong felt empty, his house seems blank without the latter roaming around lazily. He was careful around the latter because he doesn't want Arthit to realize his mistake of choosing him.

But it seems like, it's him who didn't recognize Arthit's feelings, he shouldn't have kept his insecurities inside him, he should have said to his husband, now he lost him, first time he learnt he has to lose arthit it didn't shake him like this.

This time the pain is so intense, he felt breathless when thinking about Arthit leaving him forever, he worked hard for the past month in their relationship for not to hear the word "we can't be together phi" from Arthit mouth that he forget to check how Arthit feels.

He was ready to give up on Arthit months before, what changed now? Why he doesn't feel alive anymore? Is it because his heart saw the glimpse of Arthit's love? Or is he  addicted to being around Arthit every second? He can't stand the loneliness anymore so he walked out of the house ignoring the rain soaking him.

He started the car and drive to arthit mother home. He reached after an hour and welcomed by dumbfounded Arthit's mother. "Kongpop!!! Why did you drove in this rain dear? Is something happened?" Arthit mother asked while Arthit's grandma hand over the towel to him.

Kong received the towel and rubbed his neck with the towel, fidgeting with the end of towel he announced "i...i.. want to see Arthit...I missed him" kong confession surprised both of the ladies.

"Kongpop everything ok right? Because you never once visited Arthit when he came over here for a stay... even during his internship, 3 whole months I don't even see you guys talk in phone" Arthit mother asked in worry.

Kong hang his head low and continued fidgeting in his place. Gladly a voice saved him "P'kong? What are you doing here?" Arthit asked examining the latter from head to toe. "Arthit, get your husband to your room" Arthit's grandma ordered him.

"Kongpop, you are wet so go and dry yourself, we will talk later" Arthit's grandma said to him and motioned Arthit's mother to leave them alone. Arthit sighed and walked towards his room followed by kong.

Arthit put the change of clothes for kong on his bed, when he was about to walk out, kong stepped out of the restroom with towel wrapping his waist tightly, Arthit blushed deep red when his eyes trail down his husband body, last time he saw his husband half naked was when he came back after internship, he have to admit his husband body is one master piece.

Kong grabbed Arthit wrist and pushed him to the wall, caging him in between his arms he gave his apologetic look to him. "What you want phi?" Arthit asked not meeting kong eyes. "Arthit, look at me please" kong pleaded at him in his weak voice.

Arthit slowly meet kong dark orbs, he can feel his eyes start to fill up with water. "Please don't cry Arthit... don't cry for your foolish husband... I am sorry I hurted your feelings, I never meant this to happen I wanted us to live happily but I messed up without even realizing, I am sorry arthit please forgive me" kong apologized to him make sure he pour his sincerity through his eyes.

Arthit smiled thinly "you are not in blame phi, it's me whose at fault so don't feel bad....seeing you here apologizing to me make me more guilty so please stop phi... Like I said before I pushed you little hard, I should not expect things to fall in a blink, truth is its.... hurts me to see you doubting my effects instead of acknowledging it,  I will wait phi, I will give you the time you needed, I will give you a break for now...maybe we can start fresh soon" arthit told kong who shook his head and placed his head on Arthit's shoulders, kong wet hair send goosebumps on Arthit's body.

"Please don't ask me to stop nor ask me to leave you... I will not do that Arthit, please come back to our home, I missed you lot... I can't stay away from you anymore, I already realized my mistake, I will express myself more from now on,  I went crazy without your smell and smile, I don't need a break.... If you want to gain my trust and broke my insecurities then come home, be next to me..show me how much you love me and I will never ever hold my emotions anymore" kong confession bought happiness and warmth in Arthit's heart.