Here I was 9:30 pm at night finishing dinner for my man. He has yet to come home but I wanted him to walk in to a nice home cooked meal, candles lit and a nice warm bath. He told me he should be home any minute now so I was excited. I was hoping this would make things a little better and lighten up the mood. Today was our one year anniversary. We haven't been on good terms lately but I am fighting hard for my relationship!
Cali: Where are you? I'm waiting baby I have a surprise for you - 9:35 pm
Babes♥️: handling business wassup? -10:00pm
I felt myself getting angrier by the hour as I sat at the dining room table with 2 plates with his favorite pasta and wings on the side, looking back from the food and my phone.
Two hours flew by and still he wasn't home and wasn't answering my calls. I don't even know why I try sometimes..
I feel like the love just isn't the same on his end.
Babes♥️: You know what Jonathan don't bother coming home tonight stay wherever you are handle your business I don't think this is working you're not the same and it's obvious your love for me isn't as strong as it used to be.. have a great life -12:30am
I decided to leave everything as is too disappointed in how this evening was going and got in bed.
If this is how it's going to be I want out. I stood by his side for too long dealing with the lying and cheating.. it's like I'm fighting for this relationship on my own. I don't want to feel like I'm forcing anything so I think it's best to let go.
