Words || Daisuga (Temporary Hiatus)

8. Found You

Sugawara's POV

"Holy crap." I hear Sawamura say as I'm crying on his shoulder.

I look up at him, surprised. Did he find his soulmate? It's Azumane isn't it?

"Sugawara.." He says.

"Sawamura." I sign and put my head back on his shoulder. If he didn't want me crying on his shoulder, he probably would've pushed me away.

"Look at me.." He says. I look up at him, he's looking at me.

"Say my name."

What? Did I hear him right? I look at him, confused.

He pulls out a tissue from his pocket and hands it to me. "I said say my name." He smiles.

I take the tissue and start wiping the tears from my eyes, "Are you dumb?" I sign. "I haven't met my soulmate yet."

"You might've." He pauses, "Just trust me."

It seems like there's tears in his eyes. Is something wrong? No.. those seem like happy tears.

Why do I feel like I've know him my whole life? We literally met this morning.

"Sugawara please." He begs. "Say my name."

I suppose it couldn't hurt. But it is pretty upsetting when no sound comes out.

JESUS CHRIST WHY CAN'T I STOP CRYING. I'M NOT ALONE ANYMORE.

"Suga-." A sound cuts him off.

"Sawamura.." A voice I've never heard before. My own. It's quiet. Probably because I've been crying. I immediately cover my mouth with my hand.

Daichi smiles, tears falling from his eyes, "I found you."

I piece everything together.

I start crying even harder. But not for the same reason that I was before..

I'm so happy. I'm so happy. I'm so happy.

It wasn't Sawamura Daichi, my friend who found me. It was Sawamura Daichi, my soulmate. He found me.. lost and alone.

We both sit in silence for a moment. It feels as if time stopped moving.

I don't want to let go of him. What if this is all a dream? What if none of this is real?

I pinch myself.

I don't open my eyes. I'm scared that I'll open my eyes and I'll be in my bed.

"It's not a dream." Sawamura whispers, "At least I hope it's not."

"You found me." I whisper, shakily.

"What are you doing over here?" Daichi starts. "I was really worried."

"I-." I sniffle. I can't finish my sentence.

"It's ok, tell me when you're ready." He says gently.

We stay like this for a little while.

"I got lost." I finally say.

"Why didn't you ask someone for help?" He whispers.

"There was no one around. I panicked. I don't like being alone." I squeeze him tighter as I think about what happened earlier.

"Well I'm even happier that I found you now." Daichi smiles.

"Me too."