louis has been dealing with depression for as long as he can remember. he doesn't expect green eyes and toothy grins and sweet petals in messy curls to save him, but they're doing a hell of a lot more to help than regular therapy and prescribed pills ever have.
Sequel to Better Off Dead. After getting released from the institution, the boys have to deal with 'normal' life. Can they do it? Or will they retreat to their old ways? Trigger warning: self-harm, depression, eating disorder, anxiety, talk of abuse, sexual harassment. Individual warning will be placed at the beginni...
Looking back, Harry can differentiate the stages of it. It started with conscious eating, with trying to know exactly what was in his food and not wanting to put garbage into his body. Gradually, he started to work out more. And then came the restricting, where he slowly reeled back on carbs and fatty foods and sugar...
!!TW!! Self harm Sexual content Depression Anxiety attacks Mention of death - - - - This is going to be a bdsm fic you have been warned - - Basically Louis is punk Harry is femme and they have a ton of obstacles and stuff to go through !! Cover was made by @tpwkwhoran check out her stories she's an amazing writer !!
Things happening to me: Physical abuse, mental abuse, bullying, rape How I feel: Alone, lonely, depressed, afraid, but also hopeful(if you can even classify it as such) I'm Louis, and I think one single person changed my life but I don't want to over think it. Just because you feel a certain way about someone doesn't...
[NOT COMPLETE][UPDATING] ⚠️TW violence⚠️ "You want a cig?" He says as he moves to his pocket too grab one. Louis just nods as he calmly observers every movement the boy in the green jacket makes. Harry hands him a single cigarette with a blank face but eyes that are smiling at him, Louis feels it. "Thanks" Louis simp...
Louis, to his horror, attends an elitist university in which the name Zayn Malik means something, Niall Horan doesn't stop talking, there are pianos everywhere, and Harry Styles, only son of a drug-addled, clinically insane ex-rocker, has a perfect smile and empty eyes. WARNING: all rights go to velvetoscar on ao3 Cov...
"..i just want to be skinny, harry!" louis cried out to his love. [lowercase intended]
Louis Tomlinson. You never heard that name? No, wonder. Mabey you know him by other names like "waste of space", "faggot" or "shitheat". Yes, Louis is bullied at school, not only bullied he is beaten up by dialy basis. His worse Bully is Zayn, his ex-best friend. Louis feels alone in this dark and depressing world. Yo...
Harry Styles, the boy who came into the clinic mute. Louis Tomlinson, the boy with a personality disorder. Can Louis mute his personality's? And can Harry let his one speak? *Warning* Includes trigger situations, don't read this if you're sensitive for it! (Edited)
It's the year 2020 and Louis gets an unexpected call informing him that one direction were reuniting in no less than a month. When the time comes, no one expected Harry to act the way he does. Or a hate to love fic where Harry and Louis reunite after the hiatus. Completed- 26th jan, 2020
Senior year at the same small high school in the same small town of Holmes Chapel. After spending the summer avoiding his once-best-friend-now-enemy, Harry Styles, Louis Tomlinson hopes that he will have forgotten how much he hates him, and leave him alone, for this one last year they have to spend together. But of co...
In which Louis' mum does not have enough money to provide school lunch, so Harry gives him an orange everyday instead.
one where louis has an eating disorder and works at a café. he meets the baker with the big heart, and horrible flirting skills who just wants to know what's wrong with him.
This is full of Larry Stylinson 💙💚 moments during their time at X-Factor. (Also includes a little info from Battle of the Bands) All the Love - H
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Louis is an angsty, awkward twenty something living in New York City, where he's a part-time journalism student and works as a waiter in a restaurant. He meets Harry, a gorgeous amateur musician with a day job, at a bar one day while he's performing a gig--and things quickly escalate from there. The problem is, Louis...
What's that saying? Oh yeah. Day by day nothing changes but when you look back and everything is different? (CS Lewis) Harry and Louis find themselves in America treating Harry's RGS. Louis, now in the midst of his career as a doctor is determined to find a cure for Harry. When other symptoms arise in his boyfriend he...
((warning!: hey everyone! i wrote this when i was like 15-16? and i realized i never put a rating on this story. it's pretty explicit! (i tagged it as mature but i'm going to put in the description that it's 18+ just so it's very clear)) Orgasms. You see that word and you think it's hot...right? Wrong. What if you...
Louis' new roommate is shy, skittish, and flinches at the slightest sounds. He's an art major who gets drunk on cherry wine, wears lacy lingerie, and shows up late at night covered in bruises that blossom across his skin like flowers. Obviously something is wrong. Louis just doesn't know what it is.
16-year-old Harry has OCD, causing him to have repeated thoughts, feelings, ideas, sensations, obsessions, and behaviors. He thinks he's a freak. There's a new boy at school who disagrees. This boy could be the one to break down Harry's walls, and his name is Louis. **Warnings: Selfharm (PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE...
Harry always painted his nails. He would always use that shower gel that made his body smell like vanilla, but Louis didn't know why and yet, he doesn't know if he wants to know. ----- WARNING: this is a story about domestic violence! There will be sexual abuse, abuse, mental abuse, and self harm!!! Do not read if you...
We accept the love we think we deserve. Some people think they are that worthless that they will settle for abusive love. They attract the people that treat them how they think they deserve to be treated. And if you think you're a good person, you will settle for much less than you really do deserve. Harry Styles...
TRIGGER WARNING: DEPRESSION/ANXIETY Louis wasn't looking for love but he's fed up with Eleanor's games and when something drastic happens with the conserved, mystery boy, Harry Styles, what's to happen? Will they fall in love? Will they seek sanity in each other? Or will they completely fall apart and be force to mov...
It hurts to see the one you love with someone else. To see them smiling with someone that isn't you. To see them kiss and hug someone right in front of you and they don't realize that you're there wishing they would kiss you instead. The feeling in your heart when they say " I love you.", but it's not meant for you...
