It was my last days on planet earth and I wanted to live it without knowing anyone. Falling In love wasn't one of my plans and it surely messed me up. I wanted to be swept away but the wind, and be only a memory but he changed that. The one who made me want to be forgotten made me want to be remembered. He had changed my life, my sick life. It leaves me in pieces to know what I was doing to him. He thought we would have lasted for forever when I knew we would last for only 2 years. " Why didn't you tell me you were sick! " he yelled as he coked through his tears. I stood there not knowing how to answer. " Why didn't you tell me that you were dying Luna. You made me fall in love with you, you made me want to be with you. You made me want to see you every day." Tears came rushing down his face as he sobbed in between. I wanted to tell him but the words found no way to escape my mind. The truth is Jessie I Love you, I always did and I always will. I love you....Good-bye.

He was everything fathers never wanted their daughters with. He was the type I should have stayed away from but I wanted a taste of danger. The way he looked at me gave me the shivers, the way his hand maneuvered on my body made me go crazy. I wanted to stay away but I kept getting drawn in. I spent time trying to trap him out of my world but he just kept entering. It was official Axel Larose was attractive in my eyesight. It all started when we met by mistake, At a club, I was drunk, he was high, and we slept together. He took my innocence or I just gave it away. I regretted every moment until now, now I wanted to relive it...sober.