Have you ever sunk so low that you actually felt relieved, knowing that it couldn't possibly get any worse? Well, I have... Many times. I lost everything. My family, my future, my home... I swore I would never depend on anyone ever again. And he swore nothing will ever tie him down. He told me he has ghosts. I told him I have fears. We agreed. We were eachother's impending death. And yet I fell for him, slowly and deeply, until I didn't know how to be without him. And he fed on me, gently and steadily, until he didn't know how to let me go. They said he'll never stay. Yet, here he is. I said my heart will never break. Yet, here I am. My name is Alison Lewis, and all I want is to start over. #thewattys2021 Shortlist and #FEATURED on Wattpad Chicklit, New Adult, Romance and Psychological Novel #official reading lists.

(Slow updates) "When magic brings you together, Destiny keeps you apart". -Hafsa Naseem. *** "Love giveth, Love taketh". *** It all started with a dream..... Seventeen-year-old Helen decides to live with her parents in the town..... time goes by but her dream follows, whenever she decides to sleep-a scene plays inside her tiny mind.....read to know what that scene is. ************************* Helen Eddison, an ambivert. Who's life, an open book, drastically changes when she meets the mysterious love of her life. Aiden Elton, a hot swoon-worthy college freshman. The boy who doesn't believe in true love, but his life takes a turn when he fell for his best friend who's struggling to deal with the ghosts of her past. And many more interesting characters. © All right reserved 2020. DISCLAIMER - Mature content (some cuss words and fade to black romance). Drug and Violence Cliches FIRST DRAFT (UNEDITED CHAPTERS)

Book One of the Breaking Jessa Series: Jessa Miller is beautiful chaos. Diagnosed as Bipolar, she is always one step from burning everything to the ground. Her lows are low, but her highs are sprinkled with magical pixie dust where everything is just within her reach. She is invincible; she is unbreakable. Nothing or no one can ever hurt her. Driven by her compulsions and fueled by the influences around her, Jessa only has one true passion in life, her music. She wants to be a star and escape the small Ohio town. She will do anything it takes to live her dream, even if it means losing herself in the process. After an exceptionally bad episode, Jessa finds herself stuck, running between Nathan Webster, the man who can give her everything she wants, and Cameron Nash, her adorably goofy yet slightly grumpy best friend who has always been there to keep her grounded when she is at her worst. What happens when friendship lines are blurred and living in reality becomes too much to take? Is living your dream at any cost worth the risk of losing your sanity? ********************************************************* 💚💙 The follow-up to the Drowning Series 💚💙 Please Check out the Prequel Series: Drowning Series (Complete)- Drowning: Book One Resurfacing: Book Two Breathing: Book Three 🥇#1 Brave Girls Writing Contest- General Fiction 🥉#3 Books and Beyond Award 2020- Misc. Category 🥈#2 The Hot Chocolate Awards- New Adult Best Antagonist- Rising Phoenix Awards- Combo Category #3 in Pills out of 14.2k on 1/10/21