Hello Everyone! This is my first story on wattpad, please ignore any spelling, grammatical mistakes or punctuation and any other errors, I have a problem with that. I have a bad habit of not read proofing it so. This was not originally my first story, I have another story which I am wondering whether to publish it or not. Anyways if you want to vote, comment, share then go ahead! I will upload some more chapters hopefully! Thank you :) After my Ma and the old man’s death, I couldn't look at anyone in the eye anymore and even my smile has become awkward. After their death, I have been living with a grudging aunts, I knew it was burdensome for them I received some money to go and get a place of my own and I did at age nineteen. I meet my good ol’ friend, got my own house, I got a seat in school, I have job, yeah all is going good as I left the town has it? Ever since I have moved I feel like I am always being watched by someone, Maybe I'm being paranoid..

This story is written in the point of view of a girl who was abused at home and was bullied at school. She had no safe haven. She could never escape the abuse but one day when she had enough she decided to kill herself. Luckily she was discovered and was saved. The rest of the story will be about how she rebuilt her life. The moral of this story is that bullying is a hate crime; an act of anti-social behaviour and it should be discouraged as it leads to the loss of lives. This story is completely fictional. It is not based on a true story, although some of the issues discussed within the book do happen in reality, such as suicide, bullying etc.

As a Muslim girl, marriage is one of Safia's biggest dreams. All her life she kept herself pure for her faith and her future husband. Although having never had experienced love, and occasionally doubting whether she will, Safia feels herself growing impatient being single. She then sends her family to search for 'the one.' Trusting her family, she decides to say yes to the first person her family finds for her. She believes she will get married and face all her problems with her husband by her side. Is it really as simple as that? Yusuf feels a void in his heart. He tries to deny it, but he knows his mother's not proud of him. He knows she wishes he could be a little more modern like his brother. He wanted his family to find him a wife while he could focus on his deen (faith), but his idea of a wife clashes with his mother's. Seeing that his family were struggling to find him someone he likes, he decides to take matters into his own hands. But is he rushing into decisions without thinking?