I looked at her in her crystal blue eyes I had once loved. The girl I had once loved. "I hate you. Kaysynn, I fucking hate you. I had never loved somebody so much in my life. But you fucking ruined that." I shook my head. "You disgust me. I gave you my all and you fucking ripped my heart out, you're a cold-hearted cunt." I spat. "I fucking hate you." "But-" She started. "Just shut the fuck up. Nothing you say means anything anymore." I turned to walk away, but last minute turned around and spat in her face. "I fucking hate you." I turned and walked away. Or so I thought...

I never thought it'd be this way. So hard... I drove, As tears ran down my face. Mascara and lipstick smeared. I shoved my hands in my pocket, and felt something in it. I pulled it out to see a note. Dear, baby. I know this is hard for you. Just imagine, how hard it is for me. It's only what's best, we both know that. We need time apart and this is good. Baby, I know that you think that this is absolutely horrible, and you probably hate me right now. What I did is unforgettable. And I don't expect you to forgive me anytime soon. I can't believe I was stupid enough to lose you again. Or...let you go. Just know, I love you. God, I love you so much. You're my fucking world. And I don't know how I'm going to live without you. But if it means that you're happy, I'll do it. After all, your happiness matters most. Just to see that bright smile, and to hear that amazing laugh again. It's worth it. Haydyn, you're my life. My first love. The only girl I'll ever care about. I love you. I'm in love with you. Love, Jack G.

She was bad, and he was bad. And we all know that when two bad things mix together, it gets messy. "I don't know what I was thinking, jack." She shook her head. "I swear it won't happen again. Baby look at me." He begged, with sorry eyes. "I've never been one to give up on something I love, but jack...we're done." She cried. "One more chance baby. Please? I'm begging you." He fell to his knees. "I'm sorry." She whispered, letting go of his hand.