Title used to be "Thoughts of a Thot" I changed it because this name fits the story better. Trinity has been used all her life, all men taking advantage of her and not caring about her feelings. She's given up herself and just wants to be happy in life but happiness is the last thing that Trinity has in life.

[Urban Fiction] Sharai Jenkins is a girl with her own problems. Problems at home with family, and problems at school with friends. Sharai has a mother that she felt like needed more help than she'd gotten years ago, and a sister named Averi, that she didn't get along with so well. When things start heating up in the Jenkins household and at school, Sharai's whole world falls apart. She feels as if there's nothing more worse that can happen than what's going on. The embarrassment, regret, and hurt that she felt was enough for her. But, when the unexpected happens and she has to do her best to fix it and help out, even when she feels hate inside, she figures that the pain isn't over yet. Read more about Sharai and watch as she has to go through the sinning and the pain. Although she will learn to not hold grudges. ENJOY!!

Jayceon Terrell Taylor a.k.a Jay grew up in a dysfunctional home. He was constantly abused by his mother's various "suga daddies". At age 13 Jay, neglected had to look after his two younger siblings: Jadiel, 10 and Jaquan who was 7. Jay had no real father to be there for him. He had no one to answer his questions while growing up so being scared and battling with his siblings he decided to turn to the streets. Here he met his "brothers". For once in his life Jay felt like he belonged somewhere and was able to do more for his brother and sister than his mother could. They were the only ones he loved. He treated women the only way he knew how, like whores...after all that was all Jay knew. He took pattern from the suga daddies. he'd buy them stuff, take them out for a day or two and then dump them like they never mattered to him. That was until he met India. There was something about her he couldn't put a finger on. She was good looking, smart both street wise and book wise and she seem to accept him for him. Sadly, this is where the perfection ended. India wanted loyalty, love and respect and Jay wasn't about that life. Would India change him? Maybe he'd turn her out, expose her to the game or maybe she would be the one to make him leave the game.