by @777sija © 2026

in april, the skies shattered; life and death french kissed

(WRITTEN & ORIGINALLY PUBLISHED IN 2022) ❤︎

BURNS as it goes down. I would do it again TOMORROW.

i mean you can literally saw a woman in half and itll still be considered a magic trick right? start: saturday october 3, 2020 then unpublished♥ lol republished : wed sept 22. 2021

2025 Contains mature language, content, references to sexual abuse and mental illness, and violent imagery.

Shattered Pieces of the Doll is a confessional poetry collection that traces the quiet fractures of girlhood as it hardens into womanhood. Through intimate, shifting voices, the poems explore devotion that borders on addiction, the suffocating weight of promises, the ache of forbidden longing, and the slow erosion of identity within love, marriage, faith, and expectation. The speaker moves through different lives and selves: the girl who dreams of purity, the woman trapped in a loveless home, the lover haunted by desires she was taught to hide, and the friend who finds fleeting salvation in sisterhood. Questions of loyalty, honesty, and self-betrayal echo throughout the collection: whether one should remain in the safety of familiar doctrine or risk exile in pursuit of a more sincere life. Domestic spaces become emotional landscapes: quiet bedrooms, dim houses, childhood memories, and ornate halls filled with laughter. Within them live themes of marital disillusionment, queer curiosity and repression, broken vows, spiritual conflict, and the bittersweet comfort of female companionship. The poems often hover between dream and confession, where longing, guilt, and nostalgia blur together. At its heart, Shattered Pieces of the Doll is about the tension between who a woman is expected to be and who she quietly becomes. It is about leaving, staying, questioning, and remembering. Like shards of porcelain, each poem reflects a different angle of the self: fragile, sharp, and still searching for a way to be whole.

a growing collection of poems inspired by the plights and peaks of girlhood. ⋆｡‧˚ʚɞ˚‧｡⋆⋆｡‧˚ʚɞ˚‧｡⋆

chapter one of a southern gothic mlm love story between the ranch hand and a teen from the city First time ever writing guys lmk how I did ;-;