Based off of Sober by P!nk In which Troye Sivan uses alcohol as an escape from his love for Tyler Oakley. (Smut Warning)

Troye walks into class one day, completely normal day, when suddenly he's handed an envelope by the teacher. Every student had received a pen pal from America that they would have to write letters to, just to create new bonds and learn about people outside of Australia. Problem is, Troye hates his pen pal and the assignment. Tyler, In America, thought the school project was stupid. Why would he want to write about his life to a stranger? He sent a paragraph, the minimum requirement, to his pen pal and was shocked when he received a letter back, more than a page long and was instantly entranced into the life of Troye Sivan Mellet. Follow their love story as they bond closer throughout their letters and throughout their lives *****(NOTHING VERY TRIGGERING BUT THERE ARE WEIGHT INSECURITIES AND SOME STRONG HOMOPHOBIA)*****

I don't have a Troyler fascination/obsession/problem/infatuation at all, why do you ask? Just some Troyler one-shots with no regular schedule. Expect anything but self-harm, really.

The 12 Days of XXX-mas is a collection of twelve one shots each written by a different troyler fanfiction author. Starting on christmas day, a one shot will be posted daily for the twelve days following christmas as a little gift from the author's of some of your favorite troyler fanfiction. Each day an author will be revealed as their one shot is posted until all twelve are public. Merry Christmas to all and we wish you a smutty holidays. ;) Disclaimer: Because each one shot is written by a separate author, the choice to add disclaimers or warnings is theirs and theirs alone. All Author's Notes are also by the author of that one shot unless otherwise stated and do not necessarily represent the group as a whole.

A little one shot decsribing life where you only feel.

Tyler gets an invite to a private sex party, but in a room full of people he finds himself transfixed with one beautiful, perfect stranger. "His body was aglow like a devilish, scandalous angel as his body shook with the pleasure, bathed in the glow from the chandelier above. He was lavished, adored, and everyone seemed to want him." (2 parts one-shot)

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16 year old Troye Sivan couldn't protect his best friend, James, from what happened when they were younger. Losing the one thing that brought him any happiness, Troye escapes into his art, the only thing capable of breaking his endless cycle of apathy and despair. That is, until he is transferred to St. Anthony's Private School and meets Tyler Oakley. The opposite of Troye in almost every way, the trouble maker with the mischievous blue-green eyes and lilac-colored hair just might hold the key to shattering Troye's self-imposed prison. Tyler's attention opens Troye up to a new realm of feeling. But the harder Troye falls for Tyler, the more he fears that everything will fall apart and the demons of his past will return to claim another victim. After all, how can a relationship between introverted rich boy and the school's biggest bad-boy really last? **SMUT WARNING** There will defo be smut in this, which is why I rated it restricted just to avoid trouble. There will be no self-harm in this, but there will be depictions of verbal and physical abuse, which may be triggering. I'll try to post warning before any chapters which may be triggering, but I am completely new at this so please let me know if I slip up. Lastly, there may be some swearing in this. Nothing too vulgar though. Anyways, enjoy!