"Secrets I have held in my heart are harder to hide than I thought..." AM AU

When you grow up in a small town in Northern England there isn't much to do.

Matty Healy was a very clever lad from the moment we'd met, and though it was indecipherable to me at the time-as a five year old girl-he would prove to me that he was perfectly capable of tearing my heart into unrecognizable shreds.

*** 'Fuck off'

After finishing her degree away from Home, Blair has returned to a new job opportunity in London. Working as a graphic designer is difficult, especially when you have finicky clients. And especially when one of those clients is an old friend.

Celeste works at the Cosmic Cafe to pay for her rent. Andy works at the Temple of Venus to pay for her schooling. Celeste has just moved into a new place, down the hall from a compelling bad boy. Andy has a new regular at the club, with a leather jacket and a hard drink in his hand. Celeste needs to control her alter ego, otherwise Matty will discover her dirty little secret.

She was a wallflower and he was her wonderwall.