SEVERE TRIGGER WARNING : SELF-HARM AND ABUSE PLEASE BE CAREFUL IF YOU ARE UPSET EASILY BY THESE THINGS, AND SEEK HELP IF NEEDED! Oikawa regrets just about everything he has done in the past week. That doesn't mean he'll stop. He wishes Iwaizumi never left. He never even said goodbye. He knows the habits he has developed aren't the most healthy, but the world lost it's meaning around 3 days ago.

Shirabu was always known to be salty, quiet and reserved; always trying to hide what he's feeling, barely showing any emotion other than annoyance. But what if that wasnt the only thing he was hiding in that reserved and secretive personality of his? Nishinoya Yuzunami, younger sister of Nishinoya Yuu; a sweet, bashful and kind-hearted girl, passionate about volleyball and becoming the best setter in the country with her.best friend, Shirabu Kenjirou. But that never happened. And Shirabu's never been able to forgive himself until this day. "Even the smallest things can make such a difference; a difference that could be both good and bad."

Shirabu always feels strange around Semi Eita. Sometimes it's an accelerated heartbeat. Sometimes it's a nervous blush. Sometimes it's a smile he didn't invite onto his mouth. And then one day, a single flower petal. *TW: Blood, implied self harm* (Also I changed up the hanahaki thing just a bit for increased pain sorry)

read the a/n please <3 and like- vote it if you want *cough* *cough* ❥︎𝓱𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓮𝓼𝓽 𝓻𝓪𝓷𝓴𝓲𝓷𝓰(?) #31 - not mine #29 - not mine #25 - not mine

dear oikawa, you have done your best. ☾ published: 14/07/2020 completed: yes. not edited.