"But sometimes it takes heartbreak for someone to realize how good they had it..." (STORY ON HOLD) WARNING: language, mentions of abuse, violence, drug and alcohol use, depression, 18+ Marauders era fanfic starting in their 5th year from Sirius' POV. Credits to JK for the characters and setting but I don't support her otherwise. This story includes key events mentioned in the book but also some that I have added. Enjoy the ride folks cause it's gonna be a long one.

Drarry, Romione, Wolfstar, Tedoire, Jeddy, Jegulus, Jily, Scorbus, Bleur, Paphne, Pavender, Blairon, Pansmione, Bleville, Hinny, Linny, Deamus, Dorlene, Fralice, Fredlee, and even more. °mostly fluff, some angst, smut°

As Remus Lupin moves through his sixth year at Hogwarts, he is forced to face some difficult truths. Is being true to himself worth sacrificing his friendships?

Sirius Black; ladies man, disowned, popular, animagus Remus Lupin; prefect, honors student, friend of James and Sirius, werewolf The two seemingly have very little in common, or so thought. •THIS IS A MODERN IDEAS AU•

CURRENTLY UNDER EDITING Wolfstar, Jily, Marlene & Dorcas, Alice & Frank :) . Muggleworld . All the characters belong to J.K Rowling.

I don't really know where I'm going with this so feel free to suggest! Also please point out any spelling or grammar mistakes, I will fix them ASAP, but don't say it if it's already been said! ❤️🏳️‍🌈

But Sirius still had a problem. He always wanted to touch Remus. Just any sort of physical contact. When Remus was laying in bed, Sirius wanted to crawl in too; every time Sirius sat next to Remus, he had to constantly remind himself not to run his hand over Remus' thigh; Sirius wished he could slip his cold hands under Remus' thick sweater and finger every scar that littered Remus' pale skin; Sirius wanted to caress every part of Remus' face as if he could memorize it by touch; and Sirius really wanted to know what the soft skin on Remus' neck felt like under his lips, Sirius wondered if Remus was as susceptible to love bites as he was. But even though Sirius wanted all of these things, he didn't try to take them. complete :) Please note that I do not own ANY of the characters in this story. Thanks for reading :)

A wolfstar AU (no-magic) {a relatively short story} The 1970s, a wonderful time of bold makeup, bell-bottom jeans, vinyl shops, police brutality and rampant homophobia. You get the gist. In which, Remus Lupin is a fresh-faced wallflower just out of college, supporting his community in miniature efforts, as to not get noticed. Sirius Black, maybe not as fresh-faced but still just out of college, is, let's say, a little bolder. He's happy to be noticed - even happier when it's the freckled boy that hides in the library. Disclaimer: my parents weren't even a twinkle in someone's eyes in the 70s. Historical accuracy isn't going to be my focus point; but I'll try my best. And obviously, I don't own the main characters, but I wish I did. ::::::Without context, I'm sorry in advance. (: :: a chapter will include what I think it needs to - some will definitely be shorter than others. ::It is finished, but some filler chapters might yet be added.

Lily Evans had no clue what Hogwarts was a few months ago, and yet she manages to be top of the class. James Potter is a rich kid with a talent for trouble, and yet still manages to be popular. Remus Lupin has an obvious secret, and yet he manages to find friends unobservant enough not to discover it for over a year. Sirius Black comes from a dark, ambitious family, and yet he somehow manages to end up in Gryffindor. Oh, and Peter's there too, I guess. (I don't own Harry Potter btw)

Remus was so beautiful; it physically hurt to look at him. "Hey, Remus." The other boy glanced up, amber eyes crinkling in the corners as he smiled. "Hello Pads." ~ meet sirius black: artistic, punk rock, as straight as a rainbow and not afraid to show it. plus he's a dog person. meet remus lupin: musical, owns too many jumpers (if that's even a thing), as straight as a rainbow and very much too terrified to show it. he is also a dog person. nobody saw it coming. well, i mean, apart from james, peter, lily, marlene, dorcas, alice, regulus, severus, pretty much all the students actually, mcgonagall, dumbledore, filch, mrs norris.....yeah, ok, let me rephrase my original statement. sirius and remus never saw it coming. everyone else? oh, pur-LEASE. ~ He sighed. "It's weird, isn't it?" "What is?" "The best people tend to think the worst of themselves." *** disclaimer: this might surprise you, but i .... *whispers* ....... don't actually ....... own ........ harry potter .......... *cries in fangirl* nope. that right goes to j.k. rowling. this is just another muggle a.u. there are loads of them. check them out. plus the a d o r a b l e fanart on the cover isn't mine either. it belongs to space dementia, who is an artist on tumblr. if you happen to be them, i have two things to say: thank you, sorry, and the artwork is awesome. [that's three things. oh well.] however this story is mine so please don't steal it (not that i know why you would want to). apart from that, enjoy the ride folks. started: friday 2nd august, 2019 finished: tuesday 10th december, 2019