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3 (jaylor) perpetual darkness and stolen sequin smiles by fearlesslyfolklore
3 (jaylor) perpetual darkness and stolen sequin smiles
fearlesslyfolklore
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  • Parts 16
- book three of wisteria hearts - Flashback five years to the 2016 Met gala. Flashback to the pain, suffering and hurt that Taylor went through. Flashback to Joe's life before he found a reason to stay. Sometimes you can be suffering but no one can see because you've mastered the perfect smile, the perfect answers to their questions. Both Joe and Taylor know how to hide the pain and the sorrow. To hide the darkness in their lives, by only showing light. They know how to do that too well. Sometimes only one person is able to see your pain, but what happens when you've only had a stolen glance across a busy room? What happens when that golden string ties you to someone who you're not ready to love yet? - trigger warning for: eating disorders, sexual assault, self harm, abusive relationships, depression, rape, anxiety -
1 (jaylor) wisteria hearts and caged folk songs by fearlesslyfolklore
1 (jaylor) wisteria hearts and caged folk songs
fearlesslyfolklore
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  • Parts 31
- book one of wisteria hearts (six books are published) - two souls don't just find each other by pure, sweet, simple accident. it's serendipity. Taylor Swift, some would say, was one of the biggest celebrities out there. It's funny, given this fact, how someone that has spent their entire life from sixteen, living under a spotlight, can be in an abusive relationship for three years, and no one notices. Not a single person. They don't see the hands that wander her body in the middle of the eternal night or the bruises on her cheeks from a blow that she didn't deserve. Not a single person saw her pain. Until she met Joe Alwyn, on a Wednesday, at a cafe. The whirlwind of memories from the Met Gala, when she'd first laid eyes on him, whilst in the arms of another. Those ocean eyes that had followed her around the dance floor, as he stood to the side. She didn't know that Joe remembered that moment when they'd first met. But he'd been watching - he couldn't stop watching. She was mesmerising. And she'd had that sparkle in her eyes, the first thing he'd noticed about her. But when he saw her in that cafe, that sparkle was nowhere to be seen, and a bruise had taken its place. They didn't know, then, that the Poets had written their love in the stars. - a Taylor Swift and Joe Alwyn au - This is set some time after reputation, after the Met Gala. A lot of songs mentioned may not be in the correct order (for example, writing a rough version of cardigan before lover has even been written) but is intentional. - trigger warning for: eating disorders, sexual assault, self harm, abusive relationships -
Loved in Shades (A Jaylor Fanfiction) by BrookeinBlush
Loved in Shades (A Jaylor Fanfiction)
BrookeinBlush
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  • Parts 28
Told in past and present, Taylor Swift and Joe Alwyn struggle to learn what love is and understanding each other.
Chance encounters with paparazzi - Jaylor by emmachambiescoffee
Chance encounters with paparazzi - Jaylor
emmachambiescoffee
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  • Parts 1
In which Joe can't keep his hands to himself ( he could, but why would he want to?) and the whole world gets to know just *how* much fun him and Taylor are having. Also known as, classy in the streets and kinky in the sheets (until you get caught by paparazzi)
A Lifetime With You by jaylorfanfics13
A Lifetime With You
jaylorfanfics13
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  • Parts 47
This story will be SEVERAL parts. I will update as much as I can. Send requests if you would like me to include something. It will start from the very beginning of Taylor and Joe's relationship and follow through their highs and lows of their relationship, including dating, marriage, babies, etc. Lots and lots of fluff and cute moments will be in here. Will warn you ahead of time if there's mature content. Enjoy! (please give me feedback, even if it's that it was terrible. I just wanna have opinions. I've never written a fanfic before so it may be rough at some points. Happy reading!
Cruel Summer by anonymoushoe13
Cruel Summer
anonymoushoe13
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  • Parts 9
Taylor's relationship with Calvin was already deteriorating when she arrived at the Met Gala. That was when she saw him for the first time... *occasional smut* *enemies to lovers* (A joe Alwyn and Taylor swift love story- have to dabble a bit in her relationship with Tom Hiddleston but this is about Joe.)
Lover by NoraLight_22
Lover
NoraLight_22
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  • Parts 44
Taylor and Joe are living their best lives, lover album is out and everything is going fine until... It isn't. Joe starts to have doubts and Taylor is heartbroken. Their once sparkling romance turns blue and they have to fight their own demons to be be with one another. But how long can they last like this until everything falls apart? ******** "You promised you would always be here!....you-you promised you would never leave..." "No." He replied with the coldest expression that I have ever seen on his face. "I only promised to be your Lover. Nothing else." "Can't we be more than that? I look up in his blue eyes with hurt and hope mixed together. My heart giving away. My hands visibly shaking as they tried to hold on to his arm. But he just kept letting go. Kept hurting me. Like harsh wind plugging out all of the delicate flowers from the ground without any mercy. "We could have been. But not anymore..." And that was the last thing I heard him say. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Meet Taylor Swift and Joe Alwyn behind all the glamour and fame. Their private relationship which seems perfect to the public eye, actually has a very tough and delicate nature. Taylor and Joe both love each other unconditionally but Joe's quite and reserve nature and Taylor's high suspicious personality causes a drawback in their love. They have to learn how to overcome their weaknesses in order to be together. But it's easier said than done, when slowly hate becomes more powerful than love itself. But you never know, maybe that's what they need in order to know how much they need each other in their lives? Highest Rankings: #2 - taylorswift (27-Sep-2020) #1 - jaylor (14-Jan-2020) #1 - joealwyn (6-Oct-2020)
2 (jaylor) ethereal daylight and golden epiphanies by fearlesslyfolklore
2 (jaylor) ethereal daylight and golden epiphanies
fearlesslyfolklore
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  • Parts 31
- book two of wisteria hearts - Taylor Swift has sold out 60 concerts for her Lover world tour. It's been a long year and she's about to start another long year of stress, hard work and exhaustion. She's not scared of it this time, because she's going to have her best friend and lover beside her. He's promised he's going to be at every show and cheer for every song. She's out of the woods for the moment, but things change all the time, and when you're at the centre of a spotlight, people see everything. Even when you try to hide it. Taylor and Joe are closer than ever, they love each other to the moon and to Saturn, and they wouldn't change a thing that happened to them last year. But memories can haunt you - Taylor knows that better than anyone. - trigger warning for: eating disorders, sexual assault, self harm, abusive relationship -
Chasing Shadows (Jaylor Fanfiction) by BrookeinBlush
Chasing Shadows (Jaylor Fanfiction)
BrookeinBlush
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  • Parts 36
[Sequel to The Tattoo Kiss] History repeats itself. Almost a decade later, Olivia is making the same mistakes as her mother. Will Taylor step up as a mother or sit back and watch it all burn?
Call it What You Want by jamjam53
Call it What You Want
jamjam53
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  • Parts 32
Taylor Swift has been deep under cover for the past thirteen years as a pop superstar. Why? To get close to the richest most influential people and to learn their secrets. Taylor has built a cover so deep that this pop star persona has become her. She forgets who she was before this all started until she develops feelings for a man who is supposed to be her target.