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growing pains | b.e by rubypillows
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Serena, a nurse who has spent years in isolation, dealing with the overwhelming weight of grief and loss. After the death of both of her parents, Serena returns to Los Angeles, where she reconnects with her childhood best friend, Billie Eilish. Though their paths have diverged, their past holds more than just memories-there's unresolved pain, unspoken words, and an undeniable pull between them. As Billie navigates her rise to global stardom and Serena struggles with her own emotional wounds, they both begin to realize that healing isn't something you can do alone. Through tender moments, deep conversations, and quiet support, their rekindled friendship begins to evolve into something deeper. But old wounds run deep, and both will have to face the truth of their pasts before they can truly heal together.
trouble | b.e by antisocialeilish
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she left to forget. now she's back-and so is everything she tried to bury. charlie was never supposed to come home. not after the falling out with her childhood best friend, not after the accident that left her physically and emotionally scarred, and definitely not after she lost herself somewhere along the way. but when life leaves her no choice, she returns to the one place that holds both her fondest memories...and her deepest heartbreak. back in the town she called home once upon a time, charlie has to face the ghosts of her past: therapy sessions she doesn't want, a future she's unsure of, and billie eilish-the girl she once called her best friend, and maybe something more. time has changed them. secrets still linger. and feelings? they never really went away. is it too late for second chances? or is this the moment charlie finally lets herself be loved the way she'd always dreamed?
Where My Hands Stop Shaking//Billie Eilish by lisbored00
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Nessa isn't used to being the center of anyone's focus. Billie isn't used to wanting something this bad. A story about guilt, fear and the slow return of steady hands.
My sister girlfriend by billiemyloveeeee
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"Billie, what are you doing?" I was stuck, I couldn't move, I just sat there. "What does it look like?" She ran her hand up my thigh "Making the first move." She leans in slowly and kisses me on the lips. She is Italian in this story!!! AND GIP she has a dxck
Til Forever Falls Apart - Billie Eilish G!P by 1800-CHOKE-ME-BILLIE
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falling in love with my bully wasn't what I had planned for senior year. its not something I regret either. Disclaimer: this is a G!P (girl with a shlong) This book contains triggering topics such as: mental illness, chronic illness, sh, suicide, abuse. The way people act in this book is fully fictional. They do not act like this in real life. -contains a lot of in depth smut- 🏅1st in #billieeilish 🏅1st in #womenlovingwomen 🏅2nd in #bilsexual 🏅1st in #billie 🏅8th in #bi 🏅6th in #eilish 🏅1st in #wwafawdwg
unsaid. | Billie Eilish by momma_billie
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June doesn't care for fame, but when her best friend introduces her to Billie Eilish, things take an unexpected turn. What starts as a simple friendship is slowly tangled with unspoken moments and a growing tension between them. June tries to keep her distance, but the more she denies it, the harder it becomes to ignore the pull between them. One night turns into two, turns into too many. It's subtle, it's quiet, but it's there-and neither of them can pretend it isn't. ACHEIVED: #1 UNDER #BILLIEEILISH #1 UNDER #STAR
HERS | Billie Eilish by mjwaverly
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Melody accidentally leans on a celebrity's trailer at Coachella, and her life is forever changed. She learns new things about her sexuality, is pursued by one of the most famous musicians in the world, and has a budding relationship secret from the world and the people closest to her. When her best friend comes to visit her, she finally spills about her new partner in this dual-timeline love story.
My Evangeline | Billie Eilish by mommyb1ll1e
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Evangeline Davenport has never heard the word no. Born into privilege and raised to rule every room she walks into, she's smart, magnetic, and untouchable. College is just another stage for her to own-until she meets Billie Eilish. Billie is everything Evangeline isn't. Unimpressed. Unfiltered. Impossible to control. Their dislike is instant, their rivalry fierce, and neither is willing to back down. But when hate starts to feel a lot like desire, the rules change. Lines blur. And soon, Evangeline is playing a game she's never played before-one she can't win without risking the only thing she's never given away: her heart.
still want you | billie eilish  by conncinnityy_
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We were twelve and thirteen when we met. She was the prodigy. I was the girl in the seats. We became inseparable. Billie Eilish taught me how to trust green rooms, group chats, and secrets whispered during warmups. I learned her laugh, her moods, the way she'd call me Mel like it meant something. I didn't realize I was in love with her until years later-after the pet names, the late-night calls, the almosts we never talked about. When we finally blurred the line-just us, no labels-it felt inevitable. Then she cut me off for a boy with a smirk and a spotlight. He found out about us. He made sure I knew I'd never be enough. I showed her what he sent. She chose him anyway. We haven't spoken since. Now I'm twenty-one, vegan, five feet of fury, chaos, and accidental fame. My sister Mya, my best friend Grace, and I are building something real. I swore I was done waiting for Billie to choose me. But the universe? Messy. Her music keeps finding its way into my life-and my work. People keep asking about us. And every time I see her name, I remember the way she used to look at me like I was hers. She says we're nothing. I remember everything. We're not friends. We're not over. And if she wants to pretend it didn't happen-fine. Let her watch while the whole world falls for the girl she walked away from.
What he doesn't know | Billie Eilish by mommyb1ll1e
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Juliette Smith has always been the girl with the big heart. The one who puts others first, the one her brother swore to protect at all costs. Living under Jonathan's roof in LA was supposed to be temporary, just until she found her footing again. But then Billie Eilish walked into their world. What starts as harmless, the superstar hanging around her brother's studio, late-night conversations in their kitchen, quickly turns into something dangerous. Something neither of them can afford to feel. Because Billie is Jonathan's best friend. And Juliette? She's the one person Jonathan would never let her be with. Loving her means lying to him. Wanting her means risking everything. But some things are impossible to hide.