I have plenty of little secrets that nobody knows about... ~~~ DISCLAIMER: in the story are mentioned triggering subjects like depression, anxiety and PTSD. if you're uncomfortable with any of these, please, do not read. ~~~ anime: Haikyuu!! ship: Kei Tsukishima x Shoyo Hinata ~~~ soooo- yeh, i like tsukkihina a lot.

TRIGGER WARNING DRUG ABUSE ABUSE SELF HARM RAPE ETC.. Hinata Shouyo ends up in the hospital because of a severely broken left wrist, how it happened? Only he knows. They end up having to do surgery, screwing metal into some of the bones to keep them joined, they sent him home with some pain relief pills... Hinata gets hooked on them. He knows people that sell drugs.. he's becoming good friends with them.. This is starting to concern some of the people on his team... What happens when he comes to practice one afternoon, and he's just staring into space not responding to anything?

How can someone be so annoying, drive you up a wall yet you end up falling for them even more? You never sit still, you can't shut up and not to mention you can be super bratty but why does all the good things about you out weigh all the things that drive me crazy, and why does the bad all seem like they complete you even though there bad? What if i said that all i want is to have you all to myself? What if i said that you are the one? Will you be mine? Read to find out how it ends.

HIATUS UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE I'm Hinata Shouyo And I hate water Because the water is like a cage A blue cage. And because. I'm already drowning. _________________________________________ !!! TRIGGER WARNING!!!- read the tags, may add more I don't own the characters and the cover. Just the idea. Monthly updates. Art by Medibang

Tsukishima wonders why his teammates are so concerned about his habits, eating is overrated, right? Two endings...established relationship CONTENT WARNINGS: bulimia nervosa, body dysmorphia, anxiety, and suicide. If these are sensitive topics or issues for you please think before reading. Be warned, rewritten chapters will be largely from the perspective of the character looking back on themselves. Stay safe. Currently editing and rewriting, rewritten chapters will have an "E" after the title. I own none of the characters or images, only the storyline.