"There's not much of a reason for me to stay here. Besides the fact that you're here, Eds."

They kicked at his stomach once again, and he started to cough out blood. It was then I knew I couldn't just stand there, so I took the only thing in hand. My skateboard. And ran towards them. They eventually ran off and I helped the other boy up. And that's when I realized it was Richie Tozier.

"Are you ready for it?" "What?" "Things to change completely" "I mean, they won't stop changing for a long time now. We survived them, all of them. I think we will survive now" "This place has made you wise Eds" "Maybe"- he smiled softly- "Or maybe I was always like this and never said anything"

It had been two years since "IT" had happened, the losers were now all 15 and ever since the events, Eddie and Richie had been inseparable. Eddie almost dying had been an awakening for Richie, he realised he could not lose Eddie, Eddie meant the world to him, he had always questioned the way he was attracted to Eddie before, and his sexuality too. It was all so confusing for both of them but since they had killed pennywise in Neibolt their friendship grew into something much much more. [this is my first story ahhhh]

The story of the summer after Pennywise the clown had left Derry. Richie plans to tell Eddie his feeling for him. Does Eddie love Richie back? 🏳️‍🌈

Richie doesn't know how to handle the way Eddie makes him feel. Neither does Eddie. After the events of IT chapter 1 (2017) The losers club slowly get to find out more about Richie, then what he would have wanted them to. This story follows to journey of growing up, and the issues with self image, abuse, romance, friendship. And... Forgetting all your friends?? After the events of IT chapter 2 (2019) The losers club need to learn how to live the the memories of troubled pasts, and... dead people? Rating is NC-17. (For language, violence, eternized homophobia, sexual scene [that you can skip] and use of tobacco: other substances) (I have also posted this fan-fiction on A03, my username is Animebrains) It's called: In The End We Are Still The Same. Same fanfic. Same name. Feel free to read this Fanfic on A03 I update the chapters at the same time, it's just a lot more organized and has Author's notes on A03

Its been a year since they fought pennywise, Eddie is seeing things, The losers are trying to find a normal balance, and Richie has fallen in love.

"I was d-dared to kuh-kiss you..." No one in the loser's club know about Richie and Eddie. One night, Bill Denbrough is dared to kiss Richie and starts to feel a certain way. Does he come between Richie and Eddie? Or will they power through this while still managing to keep their relationship a secret?

The world can deal with us, Eddie. I will always love you.

[rewritten!] "i'm alone, all alone" what happens when eddie kaspbrak is lonely, insecure, and depressed? well he has his best friend with the trashmouth right with him every step of the way. !trigger warning! lowercase intended