Alan confesses his feelings for Austin. Austin isn't sure how to deal with it and is trying to cope with his own feelings.

Alan Ashby is a boy that lost his way and needs help recovering from his mean, depressed old self. Austin Carlile is an angel, but not just any angel; Alan's guardian angel. He will stitch Alan's wounds and help him on the road to recovery.

Alan thinks he's going to be spending all summer on his own, until his older brother's friend, Austin, finds a way into his life. Together, they begin a series of secret trips at night, when neither can sleep.

Sequel to: tired yet? ||cashby|| With the school year, Alan is depressed again. His family has him under tight watch. He's avoided Austin for months, and taken up bad habits. Austin has gone mad with himself, so far from his love and dying for a little passion. Both are reeling from the pain. One night, though, Austin refuses to let it go. He won't spend one more night alone. He will change things; on his life, he'll renew the love that has gone missing.

The dreams won't stop. I need to find him.

Alan is beginning his first year of college along side three very different roommates. A story of love, loss, and realizing that sometimes it's okay to let things go. [Austlan Cashby]

Austin and Alan were complete opposites... Alan was happy and sarcastic, and Austin was a bully and had a bad past. What both had in common; they loved music. When they were paired to do a project that required them to write a song together, they both were in for a huge surprise. Alan didn't ask to fall in love with Austin, and Austin didn't suspect to fall in love with him, either. Will they fit like puzzle pieces, or apart like a broken melody? |Book ONE|

Austin Carlile is a young doctor at a very exclusive hospital (for souls) LOL!. He works his ass off so people can live again. When he meets his newest patient, Alan Ashby, he is slightly taken aback at this young man's past and history. Can Austin save this boy from the pits of self destruction? Or will he just be another disappointment? I suck at summaries. LOL!

Sequel to the Austlan Cashby fanfiction, Hypocrisy.

It started with name calling. Fag, emo, gross, ugly, anorexic, boney. Then, he laid hands on me. On December 19th of 2011, Austin Carlile gave me a black eye. ~TRIGGERING~