Amelia struggles with her emotions during and after her relapse after four years of sobriety. as she nearly gives up on life, she finds a reason to carry on. Arizona Robbins was always a friend, but Amelia never knew just how much she'd need her to remain positive and sober

After the doctors of Seattle Grace Mercy West Hospital have recovered mentally and physically from the shooting. Well, except for Meredith. She still hasn't told Derek about the miscarriage. Read along as she takes twists and turns to hide her secret. Will she end up being able to keep it to herself?