"at the sight of the words 'I love you' the desire to stay alive had welled up in him" - george orwell, 1984. a dazai osamu x reader

(Prequel and eventual sequel to Toying With My Sanity, so go read that first if you already haven't) He was the outcast of his class. Frankly, he didn't mind all that much. He didn't deserve to call them his friends, so he'd just root for them on the sidelines where he belonged. There was one person he couldn't help but feel an almost magnetic attraction to though. One person who he wanted to see smile and get close to above the rest. One person who'd end up feeling nothing but despair for years to come because of him. That person is you.

You were never good at interacting with others, giving them a blank stare or ignoring them completely, the closest thing you've ever felt love was towards your toys. However, that didn't stop you from catching the eye of a certain luckster, who would do anything to see you show any type of emotion.

nakajima atsushi attempts to cope with a deceased beloved. - art on cover made by @/asJasmin1224 (twitter) RANKING IN TAG(s) ; ➺ #1 - #shinsoukoku [ 05.07.20 ] started → 11/12/16 edited and completed → 4/11/20 © adhdrice - 12.25.2016

SEQUEL TO HUMAN It has been four years since graduation; since your disappearance from the mafia; since your beloved younger sister melted away in your arms. Four whole years since Izanami last whispered in your mind. Now you support the Armed Detective Agency; a career of examining the twisted minds of criminals whilst dealing with your own impending worry that the life you had wished for will slip away from you by the goddess living inside your head. Will things be the same for you and Dazai as they were four years ago? Will Izanami wake within your subconscious once more?

"You're not In love with him again, are you?" "No." I lied. -in which a girl suffers from dealing with the true gift and handling the wrecking emotions of seeing her lost lover... and maybe even their new love for each other. BUNGOU STRAY DOGS// 文豪ストレイドッグス 「Female Reader x Dazai」 COMPLETED Highest ranks #8 -anime #1 - Dazaiosamu #1- atsushinakajima

A book in which you, [L/N] [Y/N], are the newest member of the Armed Detective Agency with an ability to seduce and bend any man to your will. A beautiful woman who has also managed to capture the attention of the notorious Osamu Dazai. ©-tasfiah

The world never really made sense. Especially to her, at least. The day the promise broke and she was left all alone, [Y/n] found herself alienated in the place she called home. After tracing whatever footprints her lost sibling left, the young girl found herself in a world full of cruelty and bloodshed hidden behind a façade of protecting peace. Her heart numbed, wishing nothing more to feel life and hoping to find it near death. That is, until the missing steps she once collected like crumbs start leading to a trail, she once found hope in. A trail which led her out of the hole she dug herself in to fill that emptiness in her heart. Conflicted with inner struggles and newfound guilt, how can [Y/n] bare to face her sister when her very hands were the ones drenched in the blood of victim's Yosano Akiko tried to save? [Bungo Stray Dogs Reader Insert] Author's Note: This is a BSD Female reader insert! It will mainly focus on plot and story, however there may be romance involved. The story is also undergoing heavy re-writing, so please be patient! Warnings: (warnings will be added along as we go) !-SUICIDE & MENTAL HEALTH !-... !-... !-... [SLOW UPDATES]

"𝙢𝙮 𝙣𝙖𝙢𝙚 𝙞𝙨 𝙙𝙖𝙯𝙖𝙞. 𝙙𝙖𝙯𝙖𝙞 𝙮/𝙣. 𝙞𝙩'𝙨 𝙖 𝙥𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙪𝙧𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙗𝙚 𝙖 𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙘𝙡𝙖𝙨𝙨!" ❝𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘢𝘳𝘮𝘦𝘥 𝘥𝘦𝘵𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘢𝘨𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘺 𝘳𝘦𝘤𝘦𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘴 𝘢 𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘢𝘴𝘴𝘢𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘢𝘯 𝘰𝘤𝘵𝘰𝘱𝘶𝘴?❞ ❯❯ 𝘧𝘪𝘳𝘴𝘵-𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 '𝙖𝙨𝙨𝙖𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣 𝙘𝙡𝙖𝙨𝙨𝙧𝙤𝙤𝙢 𝙭 𝙗𝙪𝙣𝙜𝙤𝙪 𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙮 𝙙𝙤𝙜𝙨' 𝘤𝘳𝘰𝘴𝘴𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 ❮❮ ➮ 𝙖𝙨𝙨𝙖𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣 𝙘𝙡𝙖𝙨𝙨𝙧𝙤𝙤𝙢 𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝙮𝙪𝙨𝙚𝙞 𝙢𝙖𝙩𝙨𝙪𝙞 ➮ 𝙗𝙪𝙣𝙜𝙤𝙪 𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙮 𝙙𝙤𝙜𝙨 𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝙠𝙖𝙛𝙠𝙖 𝙖𝙨𝙖𝙜𝙞𝙧𝙞 »𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘭𝘰𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘴𝘯'𝘵 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝙖𝙨𝙨𝙖𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣 𝙘𝙡𝙖𝙨𝙨𝙧𝙤𝙤𝙢 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝙗𝙪𝙣𝙜𝙤𝙪 𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙮 𝙙𝙤𝙜𝙨 𝘪𝘴 𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙚 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝙘𝙤𝙥𝙮𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝘰𝘳 𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙩𝙨/𝙛𝙧𝙖𝙜𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙨 𝘰𝘧 𝙢𝙮 𝙥𝙡𝙤𝙩 𝘪𝘴 𝙉𝙊𝙏 𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙤𝙬𝙚𝙙 ! ❯𝙬𝙖𝙧𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜 : 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘴𝘶𝘪𝘤𝘪𝘥𝘦 ❮ ➳ʙᴏᴏᴋ ᴄᴏᴠᴇʀ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ʙʏ ᴍᴇ

╰⋯➤ 𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐈𝐀𝐋 𝐓𝐄𝐗𝐓 / 𝐂𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐊𝐅𝐈𝐂 ― In which Student Council's Commissioner of Student Relations (Y/N) (L/N) is forced to deal with her ill-mannered peers at her university. 〈Muzan〉 I'd kill for you No cap 〈Y/N〉 deadass? ― KNY HASHIRA + DEMONS X FEMALE READER MODERN HUMAN AMERICAN COLLEGE AU I do not own Kimetsu no Yaiba. Art in the cover (depending on my current profile theme), if displaying Gyuutarou and Daki, is by the artist SUSTEN+ on Pixiv [UID 18464486]. Intended misspellings and grammatical errors; kamaboko squad not included; american uni, bc i didn't learn about japanese university in my 4 years of learning japanese; also i don't know a lot about american uni either, bc i'm a college freshman in covid quarantine smh First published: Monday, September 7, 2020. Completed: Tuesday, December 22, 2020. HIGHEST RANKINGS: #1 in readerinsert | #1 in readerxvarious | #1 in kimetsunoyaiba | #1 in collegeau | #1 in muzan | #4 in modernau | #1 in kny | #2 in kimetsunoyaibaxreader | #1 in giyuu | #1 in demonslayerxreader | #1 in xreader |