i just want to love you, why won't you let me?

A soft love. A loud world. And a forever worth fighting for. "I thought we were keeping this quiet?" "We are," she said carefully. "But not invisible."

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"yo, Athena, get over here" I turned my head and saw Billie. The last time we properly talked was like middle school, and she was just asking for an eraser. I stood up from my lunch table and made my way over. "yeah?" i asked with my arms crossed. "How about you and me play a little game?" she licked her lips. "what game?.." i asked skeptically. "30 Day Rule of course" she smirked. ____________________________________________ This book started from pure imagination until i remembered "To all the boys I've loved before" exists so lowkey embarrassing😭 🏅1st in #gay 🏅1st in #bil 🏅2nd in #eilish 🏅1st in #billie 🏅1st in #womenlovingwomen 🏅1st in #eilish 🏅6th in #whenweallfallasleepwheredowego 🏅2nd in #billie

after all the sneaking, heartbreaks, and triangles, will billie be able to face everyone and admit she fell in love with a fan? - intentional lowercase typing.

a famous model finds herself battling her own sexuality when her new found celebrity friend develops feelings for her. - intentional lowercase typing.

"you're trouble" i whispered. "at least you're having fun, right?" billie smirked while pulling me in. i looked into her icy blue eyes and nodded my head. "good"