"manihlapinatapai" (n). a look shared by two people, each wishing that the other one would initiate something they both desire but which neither wants to begin ------------------------ all you have ever known was pain; the pain of losing everything and everyone. so you decided to shut it off and shut everybody out, but little did you know you'd find yourself struggling to regain that power when you come across the most feared man in the galaxy. power runs through him, he feeds off it. but so do you. •suggested 17+ •mature content •trigger warning

The King and Queen of Calidum have married you off to the Supreme Leader of the First Order to protect their people. Although fearful, you use what little hope you have to try your best to survive through the newfound predicament you're in... only to find out the Force has more in store for you and Kylo Ren. ORIGINAL STORY: COMPLETED (2019) PREQUEL STORY: COMPLETED (2020) SEQUEL STORY: ONGOING (2021) .・゜゜・　FYI　・゜゜・． ○ THIS IS A READER INSERT ○ NSFW (18+) + ANGST ○ ALTERNATE UNIVERSE .・゜゜・　RANKS　・゜゜・． ○ #1 in the KyloRen tag (6/16/19) ○ #1 in the Kylo tag (6/16/19) ○ #5 in the StarWars tag (2/7/20) ○ #1 in the SW tag (7/12/20) ○ #1 in the BenSolo tag (9/12/20) ○ #1 in the KyloxReader tag (1/5/21) ○ #4 in the AlternateUniverse tag (1/5/21) ○ #1 in the Kylo tag (2/20/21) ○ #3 in the KyloRen tag (3/24/21)

You've been working on Starkiller base for over two years as a medic. You're hopelessly in love with one of your coworkers who happens to be dating your sister. If that wasn't stressful enough, now Commander Kylo Ren has crept into your life and is already causing you trouble. How will you deal with the stress of your overbearing sister, your infatuation with her boyfriend, and your demanding Commander? *** "You're nothing but a girl filled with childish dreams," he spat at you. "That perfect galaxy inside your head doesn't exist." You started to stand up and glared at him. "And you're nothing but a scared little boy hiding in a mask," you choked out. Pausing, he stood and stared at you trembling in anger. He lifted his arms up and reached for his helmet. There was a hiss as the faceplate detached and the entire helmet unlatched from his body. He dropped it with a thud at his feet. Walking over to you he shoved you against the wall again as you gasped. Your still fragile head hit the wall and you instantly felt woozy. "I'm not hiding now." His hot breath was in your ear as he pressed his body up against yours. He grabbed you forcefully and pulled you against him. You felt the hard tent beneath his layers and stifled a moan. He nibbled at your ear and started kissing your neck. You melted beneath his touch. How could your body betray your mind like this? He kissed along your jaw with soft wet kisses. You snaked your arms around his neck and pulled him towards you. This caused him to get closer and closer to your mouth. Your breath was heavy, and you looked up at him. Even in the darkness of the room, you could see the golden flecks of his eyes. They shone back at you filled with desire. He ran his hands up and down your body. No, wait. This wasn't supposed to be happening. You were supposed to be mad at him. But- You didn't want him to stop. *** I hope you enjoy it! (: Content warning! Some chapters might be upsetting or triggering- please be cautious and be safe

The Knights of Ren, led by their Master Kylo Ren, are sent to end a revolt in the Outer Rim. After taking a prisoner, they begin their methods to make her submit to the First Order. Will she survive? Or will the excruciating and exhausting trials lead her towards the death she so desperately seeks? This is a work of fiction and not meant to represent any real persons or places. All situations are a personal creation with characters from LucasFilms/Star Wars/Disney. DISCLAIMER: This is going to be a dark fic depicting graphic violence, death/murder, manipulation, dubious consent (dubcon), sexual content, and mental/physical assault. Tags and warnings will be provided at the start of each chapter as the story progresses. Please read with caution if any of those subjects are triggering to you. Take care of yourself first 🖤🖤 CatRen If you or someone you know is a victim of sexual assault and needs help, please reach out to the National Sexual Assault Hotline 1-800-656-4673 (US) or at www.rainn.org. Special thanks to @leemarie66 and @baeelyy for help guiding, supporting, and editing this work. 9/25/2020: #1 darkkink tag #2 Knights of Ren tag #4 darkfic tag

You've been training with Emperor Palpatine for years. You've gone on assignments before, but nothing like this one... This time, you are sent to the Star Killer Base for the First Order, where you will have to deal with Kylo Ren. Will you be able to handle this new assignment, or will you crack under the pressure? *THIS DOES NOT FOLLOW ANY SPECIFIC PLOT LINES OF THE STAR WARS FRANCHISE* -I have two other fics that I am currently writing, please follow me and check those out!- WARNINGS: Mature Language throughout the story and Mature Content such as Smut! I will update Warnings as needed! Thank you